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The Mentor You Didn't Ask For
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Some lessons are only learned in the face of adversity. In “The Mentor You Didn’t Ask For,” Pastor Steven Furtick of Elevation Church reveals that even during the painful seasons of life, God has a plan for you. See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
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0:00:00.440 --> 0:00:02.639 Well, we're gonna get to the message in just a moment, 0:00:02.759 --> 0:00:05.880 but I wanted to make sure you knew about Elevation Nights. 0:00:06.360 --> 0:00:11.280 It's gonna be amazing eight cities October twenty sixth through 0:00:11.320 --> 0:00:13.840 November fourth. You got to go to Elevation Nights dot 0:00:13.840 --> 0:00:16.360 com to see if we're coming to a city near you. 0:00:16.840 --> 0:00:21.320 It's gonna be me, Elevation Worship, a few friends, and you. 0:00:21.400 --> 0:00:22.680 I want to see you there. I want to see 0:00:22.680 --> 0:00:24.919 you and everybody that you know there. Go to Elevation 0:00:25.120 --> 0:00:27.639 Nights dot com. I can't wait to see you soon. 0:00:28.080 --> 0:00:31.920 Here's the message. I want to go back to corinth 0:00:31.960 --> 0:00:36.879 this week. We were last week talking about a troubled 0:00:36.920 --> 0:00:43.559 mind and an open door, that greatest opposition comes in 0:00:43.600 --> 0:00:48.440 the moments of greatest opportunity. I believe God gave somebody 0:00:48.520 --> 0:00:51.479 discernment last week about a door that you're standing in 0:00:51.520 -->
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0:00:00.440 --> 0:00:02.639 Well, we're gonna get to the message in just a moment, 0:00:02.759 --> 0:00:05.880 but I wanted to make sure you knew about Elevation Nights. 0:00:06.360 --> 0:00:11.280 It's gonna be amazing eight cities October twenty sixth through 0:00:11.320 --> 0:00:13.840 November fourth. You got to go to Elevation Nights dot 0:00:13.840 --> 0:00:16.360 com to see if we're coming to a city near you. 0:00:16.840 --> 0:00:21.320 It's gonna be me, Elevation Worship, a few friends, and you. 0:00:21.400 --> 0:00:22.680 I want to see you there. I want to see 0:00:22.680 --> 0:00:24.919 you and everybody that you know there. Go to Elevation 0:00:25.120 --> 0:00:27.639 Nights dot com. I can't wait to see you soon. 0:00:28.080 --> 0:00:31.920 Here's the message. I want to go back to corinth 0:00:31.960 --> 0:00:36.879 this week. We were last week talking about a troubled 0:00:36.920 --> 0:00:43.559 mind and an open door, that greatest opposition comes in 0:00:43.600 --> 0:00:48.440 the moments of greatest opportunity. I believe God gave somebody 0:00:48.520 --> 0:00:51.479 discernment last week about a door that you're standing in 0:00:51.520 --> 0:00:54.120 front of and the devil that you're fighting to get 0:00:54.120 --> 0:00:58.040 through it. Well, this week, I want a journey further 0:00:58.160 --> 0:01:04.240 into the book of Second Corinthian tewod Corinthians, Chapter twelve, 0:01:06.920 --> 0:01:09.480 and I'm real excited. I'm gripping onto the pulpit just 0:01:09.920 --> 0:01:13.880 trying to calm down Oh man, this is so good. 0:01:14.880 --> 0:01:19.039 This is so good. I already heard it. Holy Spirit 0:01:19.080 --> 0:01:22.160 preached it to me, and I promise you it's good. Now. 0:01:22.200 --> 0:01:24.480 I might mess it up trying to preach it to you, 0:01:24.520 --> 0:01:33.640 but the way God gave it to me birthday. So 0:01:33.680 --> 0:01:37.320 we're going back to Corinth. This is a very culturally 0:01:37.319 --> 0:01:42.320 compromised church, confused church. But we're going to Corinth one 0:01:42.319 --> 0:01:46.640 more time. And Apostle Paul is getting personal with these believers. 0:01:48.120 --> 0:01:51.240 And I believe he has a personal word to speak 0:01:51.280 --> 0:01:55.960 to us today. Not Paul, but God. Second Corinthians twelve, 0:01:56.000 --> 0:02:00.680 verse six. Paul says, even if I should choose to boast, 0:02:01.520 --> 0:02:04.279 I would not be a fool, because I'd be speaking 0:02:04.360 --> 0:02:09.000 the truth. It's quite confident this apostle. He's like, I 0:02:09.000 --> 0:02:12.080 could back it up. If I told you everything that 0:02:12.120 --> 0:02:14.040 God had did for me, it wouldn't be boasting, It'd 0:02:14.080 --> 0:02:19.160 just be facts. Wow. But I refrain, he said, so 0:02:19.200 --> 0:02:22.520 that no one will think more of me than is 0:02:22.600 --> 0:02:27.200 warranted by what I do or say, or because of 0:02:27.360 --> 0:02:32.600 these surpassingly great revelations. Therefore, in order to keep me 0:02:32.760 --> 0:02:39.400 from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, 0:02:40.560 --> 0:02:46.079 a messenger of Satan to torment me. Three times. I 0:02:46.240 --> 0:02:50.480 pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me, 0:02:51.840 --> 0:02:57.000 but he said to me, my grace is sufficient for you, 0:02:58.200 --> 0:03:03.360 for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I 0:03:03.360 --> 0:03:06.960 will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so 0:03:07.000 --> 0:03:11.080 that Christ's power may rest on me. And that is why, 0:03:11.200 --> 0:03:16.919 for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses and insults, in hardships, 0:03:17.520 --> 0:03:24.320 in persecutions, in difficulties, For when I am weak than 0:03:24.400 --> 0:03:36.320 I am strong. Now I want to preach about verse seven. Therefore, 0:03:36.360 --> 0:03:38.840 in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was 0:03:38.880 --> 0:03:43.000 given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan 0:03:43.640 --> 0:03:46.680 to torment me. We're going to call this message the 0:03:46.760 --> 0:03:53.240 mentor you didn't ask for, the mentor you didn't ask for, 0:03:55.040 --> 0:03:59.080 Holy Spirit, and minister your word in Jesus' name. Amen, 0:04:01.160 --> 0:04:06.920 be seated. Be seated, the mentor you didn't ask for. 0:04:09.880 --> 0:04:14.440 Had a argument with some family members recently, not necessarily. 0:04:14.640 --> 0:04:18.960 Argument wasn't contentious, It just was I probably stated in 0:04:19.000 --> 0:04:21.200 my position too strongly now that I look back on it. 0:04:22.440 --> 0:04:24.800 We were talking about people who had influenced our life 0:04:24.839 --> 0:04:28.440 for Christ and somebody said the word mentor. I don't 0:04:28.440 --> 0:04:30.279 even know if that's a buzzword anymore. It was a 0:04:30.279 --> 0:04:34.839 big buzzword when I was starting Elevation Church. Mentor, who's 0:04:34.839 --> 0:04:37.680 your mentor? You need a mentor in the ministry, And 0:04:37.760 --> 0:04:41.920 it's still obviously a corporate America term. Culturally, I don't 0:04:41.960 --> 0:04:46.400 know so much anymore. It's been replaced by influencers. And 0:04:46.560 --> 0:04:49.200 I don't know if we talk in the language of mentor. 0:04:49.240 --> 0:04:52.560 But I made a statement to my family who attend 0:04:52.560 --> 0:04:56.840 our Greenville campus, Holly's sister and usband, a dad, and mom, 0:04:56.839 --> 0:05:01.800 and I said I don't believe in mentors anymore. And 0:05:01.880 --> 0:05:05.800 everybody said, now, that's extreme, and it probably was. Looking back, 0:05:05.839 --> 0:05:09.279 it probably was extreme, But you have to understand, I've 0:05:09.360 --> 0:05:16.640 just had some weird experiences with weird people, so I'm 0:05:16.680 --> 0:05:22.920 probably coming from that standpoint of the idea of a mentor. 0:05:23.680 --> 0:05:27.720 You know, if it was Paul, I could get it. 0:05:27.800 --> 0:05:32.960 Because Paul was a master builder. He called himself that. 0:05:34.320 --> 0:05:35.640 Now do you see why God had to give him 0:05:35.680 --> 0:05:38.400 a thorn to keep him humble? He called himself a 0:05:38.800 --> 0:05:45.920 master builder. But everybody is not, mister Miyagi, and in 0:05:45.960 --> 0:05:50.200 certain moments, of my life I've been I guess a 0:05:50.240 --> 0:05:53.600 little bit resistance to people who have a lot of 0:05:53.920 --> 0:05:59.960 expertise without much experience seems to be the day where 0:06:00.040 --> 0:06:06.000 living in there is no shortage of unsolicited opinions. And 0:06:06.160 --> 0:06:09.440 even one time when the church was first getting going, 0:06:09.960 --> 0:06:11.640 we need a building to meet and I went to 0:06:11.680 --> 0:06:13.520 meet with a guy and I can remember the room. 0:06:13.560 --> 0:06:16.320 I don't remember his name. I remember the room, and 0:06:16.360 --> 0:06:19.000 I remember something so weird that happened. And this is 0:06:19.040 --> 0:06:22.680 probably why I don't really like the term mentor that much. 0:06:22.960 --> 0:06:26.480 Because I was talking about, you know, we need some resources, 0:06:26.480 --> 0:06:28.960 and can we use your building to meet on when 0:06:28.960 --> 0:06:31.480 you're not using it and things like that, and the 0:06:31.520 --> 0:06:34.240 guy took it a little too far. He said, son, 0:06:34.279 --> 0:06:37.280 you're here asking me for a building and a little 0:06:37.279 --> 0:06:41.760 bit of money for your budget, but seems like to me, 0:06:41.839 --> 0:06:50.440 what you really need is a daddy. And then he goes, 0:06:50.560 --> 0:06:58.599 Larry Bryan is my witness. He goes, I'll be your daddy. 0:07:00.080 --> 0:07:06.440 Understand that the idea of a mentor, you know, is 0:07:06.520 --> 0:07:10.000 just a little complicated for me, not just because of 0:07:10.040 --> 0:07:12.880 that one experience, but I think early in my life 0:07:12.880 --> 0:07:15.200 I did want somebody I wanted God to give me 0:07:15.320 --> 0:07:19.560 somebody who kind of like you can do on I 0:07:19.600 --> 0:07:21.680 see this video game that Graham plays called two K, 0:07:22.120 --> 0:07:26.000 and he builds a player is called my player, and 0:07:26.040 --> 0:07:28.000 he goes in and he gives the player everything, not 0:07:28.040 --> 0:07:31.800 only cosmetically, but the skills and abilities. And I kind 0:07:31.800 --> 0:07:35.120 of always wanted God to give me someone who would 0:07:35.160 --> 0:07:38.080 give me the right amount of lateral movement and the 0:07:38.160 --> 0:07:41.040 right tattoos on my left arm, and the right hide, 0:07:41.120 --> 0:07:43.520 and the right speed and the right dunking. You know, 0:07:43.600 --> 0:07:46.040 I kind of wanted I kind of wanted ministry to 0:07:46.080 --> 0:07:49.160 be like my player on two K, where somebody could 0:07:49.160 --> 0:07:53.120 supercharge me with the answers and stuff. And one time, Holly, y'all, 0:07:53.320 --> 0:07:56.000 Holly has this ability to say stuff in a sentence 0:07:58.720 --> 0:08:04.200 that will stick with you. So I was complaining that 0:08:04.280 --> 0:08:06.480 I didn't really have like I had great dad, great mom. 0:08:06.520 --> 0:08:07.840 I had great people in my life who helped me 0:08:07.880 --> 0:08:09.040 long a way I can stand up here for a 0:08:09.080 --> 0:08:12.680 year and list them. But I was looking for that 0:08:12.760 --> 0:08:15.840 one person who would put their arm around me and say, now, 0:08:15.880 --> 0:08:18.600 this is how you do it in regards to preaching 0:08:18.640 --> 0:08:21.560 and leadership, and this is when you should build the building, 0:08:21.560 --> 0:08:23.240 and this is when you should launch this part of 0:08:23.240 --> 0:08:24.840 the ministry. And this is how you. Iire the right 0:08:24.920 --> 0:08:28.360 staff and basically somebody to shepherd me through a mistake 0:08:28.440 --> 0:08:33.520 free ministry and life and marriage, a one stop shop. 0:08:35.600 --> 0:08:38.840 And Holly said to me, you know, in the middle 0:08:38.840 --> 0:08:41.120 of my discouragement, this is what she said to comfort me. 0:08:41.679 --> 0:08:44.640 You know, God is never going to give you what 0:08:44.679 --> 0:08:50.120 you're asking for. He's going to give you a lot 0:08:50.160 --> 0:08:54.040 of people to guide you, but He is not going 0:08:54.120 --> 0:09:01.520 to let your guides become your God. She said that 0:09:01.520 --> 0:09:06.520 that sweet little HOLLI ferdict, thank you for your service, 0:09:06.520 --> 0:09:08.600 hour's outreach. She talked to the Man of God that 0:09:08.679 --> 0:09:11.880 way in my face, God is never gonna give you 0:09:12.440 --> 0:09:15.760 book club Holly Bird, lover Holly French for I love. 0:09:15.800 --> 0:09:18.079 And Holly said that to me, can you believe it? 0:09:20.040 --> 0:09:24.360 She was right. God wasn't going to give me what 0:09:24.480 --> 0:09:29.360 I was asking for. One reason is that God cannot 0:09:29.400 --> 0:09:33.960 give you a mentor for where you are that will 0:09:35.120 --> 0:09:38.720 limit you from where He is ultimately leading you to be. 0:09:40.600 --> 0:09:43.000 If God would have sent me in that season of 0:09:43.000 --> 0:09:46.360 my life, one person that I would pattern my life 0:09:46.400 --> 0:09:49.920 after totally, she said something important. He's going to give 0:09:49.920 --> 0:09:52.880 you a lot of guides, but he wants to be 0:09:53.440 --> 0:09:57.440 your God, and he gave you a unique gift, and 0:09:57.559 --> 0:09:59.960 only he knows. She didn't say all this. I'm preaching 0:10:00.040 --> 0:10:03.520 off of what she said to me fifteen years ago. 0:10:03.840 --> 0:10:06.800 God is not going to give you a my player 0:10:06.920 --> 0:10:10.800 career mode for your ministry. God is not going to 0:10:10.880 --> 0:10:13.320 give you one person to model after, because if you 0:10:13.360 --> 0:10:15.720 modeled after them completely and entirely, you would be them. 0:10:15.720 --> 0:10:17.280 And He already has them, so he could kill you. 0:10:18.720 --> 0:10:20.880 If God gave you one person, the person that you 0:10:20.920 --> 0:10:22.520 compare yourself to, and think of all I got just 0:10:22.559 --> 0:10:23.640 be like them, and if I could have what they 0:10:23.679 --> 0:10:25.719 have and do what they do, if God gave you them, 0:10:25.760 --> 0:10:30.080 it would make you unnecessary. She was trying to get 0:10:30.080 --> 0:10:33.960 me to see that in life, I will have many guides, 0:10:34.559 --> 0:10:38.760 but only one God, only one God who knows me. 0:10:40.240 --> 0:10:42.880 And what I love about God the more I experience 0:10:42.960 --> 0:10:46.320 his will and his plan for my little life is 0:10:46.360 --> 0:10:49.760 that He's the only one who can match the courses 0:10:50.760 --> 0:10:54.840 to the calling. When you go to college, If you 0:10:54.880 --> 0:10:56.720 go to college, if you stay in college, you'll have 0:10:56.760 --> 0:11:00.760 to declare a major eventually, say is that you take 0:11:00.800 --> 0:11:02.320 you can take any classes you want to. You can 0:11:02.320 --> 0:11:04.080 show up when you want to. Nobody's gonna make you 0:11:04.080 --> 0:11:06.839 do anything. You can have a point seven GPA Eric 0:11:06.840 --> 0:11:10.199 Phillips if you want to. You can party and flunk 0:11:10.200 --> 0:11:11.960 out and come to North Greenville and follow me there 0:11:12.000 --> 0:11:13.280 and ask me to help you get your life together 0:11:13.280 --> 0:11:18.840 if you want to, Eric Phillips. But you can't declare 0:11:18.880 --> 0:11:21.520 a major and then pick the I think a lot 0:11:21.559 --> 0:11:25.720 of us wow want to pick an outcome that we 0:11:25.760 --> 0:11:32.280 want in our lives, but then we want to customize 0:11:32.880 --> 0:11:39.160 the courses because we live in that age where we 0:11:39.240 --> 0:11:43.880 think like we think that that mentorship is like a menu, 0:11:45.000 --> 0:11:49.240 Like you're a cheesecake factory where the menu is thicker 0:11:49.280 --> 0:11:52.520 than the Bible. The menu. If you've been a cheesecake factory, 0:11:52.559 --> 0:11:59.319 the menu is thicker than the Septuagint. And that's kind 0:11:59.320 --> 0:12:00.960 of how we want to do. That's kind of how 0:12:00.960 --> 0:12:04.120 the Corinthian Church wanted to do with Paul. I'm so 0:12:04.440 --> 0:12:10.359 furious at this church because they had the best pastor, 0:12:10.400 --> 0:12:15.000 the master pastor, Paul. How can they be fighting with 0:12:15.040 --> 0:12:18.960 each other and divided within each other when Paul is 0:12:19.000 --> 0:12:23.640 their pastor? How can they have such a master mentor 0:12:24.640 --> 0:12:29.160 like Paul and be so petty. How can they have 0:12:29.200 --> 0:12:34.640 a master mentor like Paul and be so immiture? And 0:12:34.679 --> 0:12:37.600 now he's writing them a letter, not as an advisor, 0:12:39.040 --> 0:12:43.480 not as a critic, as a father, to say to you, 0:12:43.720 --> 0:12:46.199 I see some things in your life. This is one 0:12:46.240 --> 0:12:48.760 reason I don't like the concept of a mentor either, 0:12:48.800 --> 0:12:51.720 because usually if we ask somebody to be our mentor, 0:12:51.800 --> 0:12:53.520 we mean, will you be my mentor until I don't 0:12:53.559 --> 0:12:58.560 agree with you anymore, then I'll get another one. Lord, 0:12:58.600 --> 0:13:00.199 you told me this message was going to be hard 0:13:00.200 --> 0:13:01.560 to preach, but you didn't tell me it was going 0:13:01.640 --> 0:13:03.120 to be this hard to preach to them. Now help 0:13:03.160 --> 0:13:08.760 me out. No, we do this all the time. It's like, okay, okay, okay, 0:13:08.800 --> 0:13:11.000 here's how I typically do it in my life. It's 0:13:11.040 --> 0:13:16.240 like I want to select certain things that I want 0:13:16.280 --> 0:13:19.840 God to bring into my life to teach me lessons. 0:13:20.320 --> 0:13:22.679 But not only do I want to select the lesson, 0:13:23.520 --> 0:13:28.880 I want to select the outcome of the lesson. And 0:13:29.040 --> 0:13:34.000 Paul Paul is having none of it. He's saying, you 0:13:34.040 --> 0:13:41.559 cannot customize Christ. You can't customize Christ. What Paul went 0:13:41.600 --> 0:13:44.520 through to be who he was, it cost him greatly. 0:13:45.480 --> 0:13:48.400 In chapter eleven of Second Corinthians, he mentions a shipwreck, 0:13:49.080 --> 0:13:53.760 he mentions a stony, he mentions many storms, He mentions betrayals, 0:13:54.720 --> 0:13:59.920 he mentions opponents. All of that. In Second Corinthians, Chapter eleven, 0:14:00.760 --> 0:14:04.319 Paul who paid the price to be an apostle of 0:14:04.400 --> 0:14:07.760 Jesus Christ. He mentions all the things that made him 0:14:08.160 --> 0:14:13.199 such a master pastor. Now he's writing to a church 0:14:13.240 --> 0:14:16.560 that is in rebellion, and he's reminding them of his resume. 0:14:17.240 --> 0:14:19.960 He says, I could brag even more, but I'm not 0:14:20.000 --> 0:14:22.840 going to. I just want you to judge me based 0:14:22.880 --> 0:14:25.560 on my results and see if I'm somebody worth listening to. 0:14:26.400 --> 0:14:29.640 But before you judge me based on my results, let 0:14:29.960 --> 0:14:32.840 me remind you a little bit more of what qualifies 0:14:32.880 --> 0:14:36.120 me to be in this position. We live in a 0:14:36.200 --> 0:14:43.200 day with a lot of advice and not much authority. 0:14:45.200 --> 0:14:50.440 Everybody has an advice column, but very few people have 0:14:50.520 --> 0:14:54.280 true authority. Paul is not writing advice in the scripture. 0:14:54.320 --> 0:14:57.440 Sometimes we read the Bible like its quotes on pinterests. 0:14:58.760 --> 0:15:02.800 My grace is sufficient for you. Well, that's true. But 0:15:03.200 --> 0:15:06.120 before Paul said that sentence in that quote, he puts 0:15:06.160 --> 0:15:09.000 it in a context that's a little more interesting. That's 0:15:09.000 --> 0:15:10.160 what I want to speak to you a little bit 0:15:10.200 --> 0:15:15.360 about today. Is that context. Paul mentions that he had 0:15:15.360 --> 0:15:18.880 a revelation of God. He actually talks about himself in 0:15:18.920 --> 0:15:21.440 the third person. At one point, he says, I know 0:15:21.520 --> 0:15:23.520 a man who was caught up to the third heaven. 0:15:23.880 --> 0:15:27.880 But he's talking about himself. This is Paul. And no 0:15:28.000 --> 0:15:32.520 wonder Paul needed something to keep him grounded because there 0:15:32.600 --> 0:15:36.600 was so much glory on his life. No wonder Paul 0:15:36.680 --> 0:15:40.120 needed something in his flesh because he had so much 0:15:40.160 --> 0:15:44.120 revelation in his spirit. But I'm getting ahead of myself, 0:15:44.120 --> 0:15:48.840 aren't I? Because Paul said I saw amazing things, and 0:15:48.880 --> 0:15:50.640 I could tell you even more about it, but I'm 0:15:50.680 --> 0:15:54.400 not going to. I don't want to boast about it. Instead, 0:15:54.400 --> 0:15:58.680 he opens a window and he shows to the wound 0:15:58.720 --> 0:16:01.680 that he calls a thorn, and the weakness that most 0:16:01.760 --> 0:16:06.680 people would hide. I think we need more mentors like Paul, 0:16:07.760 --> 0:16:11.160 more people who will show us not only the great power, 0:16:11.800 --> 0:16:14.000 but the problems that they have to overcome to operate 0:16:14.000 --> 0:16:18.040 in that power. I don't ever want my kids to 0:16:18.080 --> 0:16:21.360 see me not struggle. You say, well, don't you want 0:16:21.360 --> 0:16:23.040 to set a good example. I want to set an 0:16:23.040 --> 0:16:29.360 example of overcoming struggle, not avoiding it, not avoiding it. 0:16:31.600 --> 0:16:34.120 Paul is like that, and we need this message now 0:16:34.160 --> 0:16:35.960 more than ever. I really think there's a timely word 0:16:35.960 --> 0:16:40.560 from God because now everybody wants to share their opinion, 0:16:41.360 --> 0:16:45.600 whether or not it's even solicited. We live in a 0:16:45.680 --> 0:16:54.240 day of twelve year old life coaches. I used to 0:16:54.280 --> 0:16:56.440 read the guy's books early on until I realized he 0:16:56.440 --> 0:17:00.120 had started six churches and all of them imploded. He 0:17:00.280 --> 0:17:04.000 was a church planting consultant. Oh but you don't have 0:17:04.040 --> 0:17:07.119 to pay for a consultant these days. Just go to 0:17:07.160 --> 0:17:10.920 the comment section of any Facebook post and you will 0:17:11.080 --> 0:17:17.720 find consultants in the comments. Speaking of Holly, about a 0:17:17.760 --> 0:17:20.639 year ago, she showed me a comment. I asked her 0:17:20.720 --> 0:17:23.399 to send it to me, because this is just unbelievable, y'all, 0:17:23.800 --> 0:17:26.200 what people will offer in the way of expert opinion 0:17:26.200 --> 0:17:28.600 that you did not solicit. I mean, she put a 0:17:28.600 --> 0:17:32.000 picture of me and her on Instagram and somebody said, 0:17:32.200 --> 0:17:35.640 y'all are so cute and awe and hearts and pendus 0:17:35.720 --> 0:17:37.720 with hearts and all of the things that we put 0:17:37.760 --> 0:17:42.720 to feign emotion and somebody said, Hi, Holly, not sure 0:17:42.760 --> 0:17:45.359 if you noticed, but just wanted to say, your skin 0:17:45.440 --> 0:17:48.879 looks so great. It's glowing and super clear. Thought you 0:17:48.920 --> 0:17:53.159 should know. Ha, do share if you've recently changed something 0:17:53.160 --> 0:17:57.400 in your skincare red heart. Three comments later, you're ready 0:17:57.400 --> 0:18:02.240 for this. I feel like you look way better without eyeliner. 0:18:07.160 --> 0:18:10.840 All the makeup for so many years is making your 0:18:10.840 --> 0:18:17.720 skin saggy. I might give y'all her user name so 0:18:17.800 --> 0:18:19.400 y'all can look her up and talk to her after core. 0:18:19.600 --> 0:18:23.160 How many y'all would enjoy that? Yeah? Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah. 0:18:23.280 --> 0:18:25.720 Y'all aren't safe. Y'all learn not mature enough to handle it. 0:18:27.720 --> 0:18:29.280 And I got permission to share this, HOLI, so I 0:18:29.320 --> 0:18:33.800 can share it. The lady said botox can help with 0:18:33.920 --> 0:18:42.840 the wrinkles. To listen to this, you're still beautiful. Thanks. 0:18:45.560 --> 0:18:48.200 I wish I could show y'all her profile picture because 0:18:48.240 --> 0:18:51.840 she's got crazy eyes. Her eyes are crazy, this woman, 0:18:52.119 --> 0:19:00.560 and she misspelled your and she misspelled she's a makeup consultant, y'all. 0:19:00.800 --> 0:19:04.399 She's an amateur Mary kay in the comments section, but 0:19:04.520 --> 0:19:09.560 she needs a spelling teacher for the fifth grade words. Sorry, 0:19:10.640 --> 0:19:15.720 sanctify me. Lord, you're still beautiful. I just don't watch this. 0:19:16.080 --> 0:19:19.679 I just don't think you need so much makeup is 0:19:19.760 --> 0:19:23.280 ruining your skin. And in the words of my kids, 0:19:23.359 --> 0:19:34.679 who asked, who asked? Who asked? The unsolicited opinions of 0:19:34.800 --> 0:19:40.000 people about how you should raise your kids, About how 0:19:40.080 --> 0:19:43.560 you should relate to your husband, About what age you 0:19:43.680 --> 0:19:47.200 should be married by if you're married, About what age 0:19:47.280 --> 0:19:50.120 y'all really should start thinking about having kids. I mean, 0:19:50.160 --> 0:19:54.080 you're not getting any younger. Paul is not a consultant 0:19:54.080 --> 0:19:56.159 in the comments to the Church of Court that's trolling 0:19:56.200 --> 0:19:58.600 them with some little slivers of truth that are quoted 0:19:58.640 --> 0:20:01.240 out of context and telling them great advice and plan 0:20:01.320 --> 0:20:03.520 that he asks for their life independent of God's will. 0:20:04.200 --> 0:20:08.240 He's an apostle by the will of God speaking to 0:20:08.320 --> 0:20:11.840 people that he has a relationship with. This is not 0:20:12.000 --> 0:20:15.080 some generic advice from an inspirational speaker who wants to 0:20:15.119 --> 0:20:17.280 sell you something for two hundred and ninety nine dollars 0:20:17.440 --> 0:20:20.399 and ninety nine cents on an infomercial or an e course. 0:20:20.600 --> 0:20:23.000 This is not an influencer on Instagram that needs you 0:20:23.080 --> 0:20:24.560 to follow them in order for them to get a 0:20:24.600 --> 0:20:31.560 swipe up. Commission from a store. This is Paul, and 0:20:31.600 --> 0:20:35.840 he does something dangerous because they respect him, but they're 0:20:35.880 --> 0:20:39.600 starting to question him because there are super apostles that 0:20:39.680 --> 0:20:42.840 have infiltrated the church and they started to inundate God's 0:20:42.840 --> 0:20:47.040 people with opinions. You know, you really don't have to 0:20:47.080 --> 0:20:51.200 follow Christ like that. You should mix a little Judaism 0:20:51.520 --> 0:20:54.040 and a little bit of Christianity. And so now there's 0:20:54.040 --> 0:20:56.680 so many mixed opinions. Paul has to set the record 0:20:56.680 --> 0:20:59.600 straight and say I could lay down my authority if 0:20:59.640 --> 0:21:01.760 I need to. I don't want to do it like that. 0:21:02.000 --> 0:21:03.880 I would rather speak to you out of the love 0:21:03.960 --> 0:21:06.080 for my heart. But in order that you just don't 0:21:06.119 --> 0:21:08.440 think that I'm putting my authority on you to tell 0:21:08.480 --> 0:21:12.080 you what I want you to do. I want to 0:21:12.119 --> 0:21:18.880 talk to you about my adversity that really touched me. 0:21:20.840 --> 0:21:23.959 Because it's difficult to find somebody who will break it 0:21:24.000 --> 0:21:28.440 down for you to the level that Paul does. It's 0:21:28.440 --> 0:21:30.720 difficult to It's not difficult to find somebody who'll complain 0:21:30.840 --> 0:21:34.159 to you. It's not difficult to find somebody who will 0:21:34.200 --> 0:21:37.800 tell you what they would do. It's not difficult at 0:21:37.800 --> 0:21:39.399 all to find a parent whose kids are out of 0:21:39.440 --> 0:21:42.520 the house. Their kids are lawyers and doctors now. And 0:21:42.560 --> 0:21:46.280 what you should do and your kid is seven, that's 0:21:46.400 --> 0:21:51.000 very easy. That's very easy to do. But Paul, in 0:21:51.000 --> 0:21:53.840 the middle of his struggle to walk in the authority 0:21:53.880 --> 0:21:56.080 of an apostle and what God has called him to do, 0:21:57.320 --> 0:22:03.639 he shows appropriate vulnerability. I could go on and on 0:22:03.680 --> 0:22:05.320 about going to the Third Heaven. I could go on 0:22:05.359 --> 0:22:08.240 and on about what I endured. I'm choosing not to 0:22:08.280 --> 0:22:14.480 do that. Instead, I want to tell you about my thorn. 0:22:16.440 --> 0:22:21.720 I want to tell you about my thorn. Somebody says, 0:22:21.760 --> 0:22:30.320 show me the thorn, show me the thorn. The thorns. Ah, 0:22:31.040 --> 0:22:35.960 it's a metaphor, y'all. It's a metaphor. It's even like 0:22:36.000 --> 0:22:38.320 a cliche. This is the verse we get it for. 0:22:38.560 --> 0:22:43.320 It's like a thorn in my side, right, It's a metaphor. 0:22:45.080 --> 0:22:48.280 Most of the things that we really deal with, when 0:22:48.280 --> 0:22:50.160 we sing about them in church, we have to put 0:22:50.240 --> 0:22:55.840 them in a metaphor form, because if we really mentioned 0:22:55.840 --> 0:23:00.520 what we really struggle with, it will scare people and 0:23:00.560 --> 0:23:03.000 they would judge us. At least we think they would 0:23:04.040 --> 0:23:06.600 probably surprised. You. The person with their hands lifted higher 0:23:06.640 --> 0:23:08.639 than you this morning. They probably got more thorns than you, 0:23:08.880 --> 0:23:11.440 but that's not the point of this message. Paul said, 0:23:12.880 --> 0:23:23.280 I want to tell you about my thorn. Now. Since 0:23:23.320 --> 0:23:26.240 I've studied this text all week, I've learned a lot 0:23:26.280 --> 0:23:31.200 about different interpretations of what Paul's thorn was. Historically, some 0:23:31.240 --> 0:23:36.280 people say that poor Paul had epileptic seizures. Nothing funny 0:23:36.280 --> 0:23:38.080 about that. But the reason that they trace it is 0:23:38.119 --> 0:23:40.240 because when he was blinded and knocked off of his 0:23:40.320 --> 0:23:42.320 horse on the road to Damascus where he was going 0:23:42.359 --> 0:23:46.879 to persecute Christians, that he never quite recovered, and that 0:23:47.000 --> 0:23:50.280 was his thorn. Other people would say that there was 0:23:50.280 --> 0:23:53.399 something wrong with Paul's eyesight. When he wrote to the 0:23:53.480 --> 0:23:56.679 church at Galatia, he talked about how large his letters 0:23:56.680 --> 0:23:59.359 were because he wrote with his own pen, and he 0:23:59.440 --> 0:24:01.720 even mentioned that the Galatians would be willing to give 0:24:01.760 --> 0:24:05.760 their own eyes to him if necessary. Some scholars say 0:24:05.760 --> 0:24:07.760 that it was from the blinding on the road to 0:24:07.840 --> 0:24:12.640 Damascus that his eyesight never fully recover. Other people don't 0:24:12.680 --> 0:24:16.119 associate it with blindness or seizures at all, or a 0:24:16.160 --> 0:24:20.560 medical condition. Luther and Calvin, they identified it with a 0:24:20.600 --> 0:24:24.960 spiritual temptation that Paul faced. And there is a little 0:24:24.960 --> 0:24:28.800 bit of support for this scripturally because in Tewod Corinthians 0:24:28.800 --> 0:24:34.840 eleven he mentions that I inwardly burn, I inwardly burn, 0:24:34.960 --> 0:24:38.520 not just persecution. Some people think that Paul Storn was 0:24:38.760 --> 0:24:41.920 the opponents who were saying about Paul. He's not real 0:24:42.000 --> 0:24:45.040 and he's not valid, and you can't believe him, and 0:24:45.119 --> 0:24:47.159 you know his letters are good, but he doesn't speak 0:24:47.240 --> 0:24:50.360 so well. It was those opponents that were coming against him. 0:24:50.359 --> 0:24:54.359 And so Paul does what we do when you have 0:24:54.440 --> 0:24:57.480 something in your life that you can't mention, he gives 0:24:57.480 --> 0:25:03.160 it a metaphor. The metaphor, and no matter how many 0:25:03.160 --> 0:25:07.119 different scholars and how many different theologians trace the Greek 0:25:07.200 --> 0:25:11.000 and the precedence and all of the different things that 0:25:11.040 --> 0:25:12.760 it could be, it seems to be a lot of 0:25:12.800 --> 0:25:16.719 confusion about what was Paul's thorn. But this is the 0:25:16.720 --> 0:25:18.639 thing I was excited to tell you. I studied all 0:25:18.680 --> 0:25:22.480 week and I found out y'all what Paul Scorn was. 0:25:23.960 --> 0:25:28.159 And from this pulpit I am going to announce to 0:25:28.200 --> 0:25:31.440 you today. You don't look like you believe me for 0:25:31.480 --> 0:25:35.080 the first time. Come on, there have been thousands of 0:25:35.200 --> 0:25:38.840 years of preachers. But today I am going to definitively 0:25:38.960 --> 0:25:44.159 tell you what was Paul's thorn in Tewo Corinthians, chapter twelve. Now, 0:25:44.200 --> 0:25:46.280 before we get there, let's talk a little bit about 0:25:46.320 --> 0:25:49.360 the metaphor. First of all, a thorn is a small thing. 0:25:50.240 --> 0:25:52.440 We sing about a God who can do big things. 0:25:53.119 --> 0:25:55.280 But when Paul went to talk about what God had 0:25:55.320 --> 0:25:57.560 taught him that meant the most to him in his life, 0:25:57.600 --> 0:26:00.440 he did not talk about a big thing, talked about 0:26:00.440 --> 0:26:03.920 a small thing. He said three times. The King James 0:26:03.960 --> 0:26:08.280 says thrice, thrice. I just want to put that in there. Thrice. 0:26:08.359 --> 0:26:11.760 I ask God to take it away three times. Now, 0:26:11.800 --> 0:26:15.000 this does not mean three times Paul prayed, take it away, 0:26:15.200 --> 0:26:18.080 take it away, Take it away, Okay, God, I guess 0:26:18.160 --> 0:26:20.320 I gotta live with it, Which brings me to an 0:26:20.320 --> 0:26:23.000 important point. If you've got a thorn in your life 0:26:23.040 --> 0:26:24.960 that you're dealing with it, nobody knows about it, and 0:26:24.960 --> 0:26:29.760 you need God to take it away, ask him, ask him. 0:26:30.440 --> 0:26:39.200 Don't say God's no for him. I was taught this 0:26:39.320 --> 0:26:43.000 in negotiating. I was taught this in dating. Don't say 0:26:43.040 --> 0:26:46.400 somebody's no for them. Well, they wouldn't want to go 0:26:46.440 --> 0:26:49.800 out to eat with me. Well, you know what, You're 0:26:49.800 --> 0:26:51.960 not out to eat with them now, And if you 0:26:52.040 --> 0:26:53.840 ask them and they say no, you still won't be 0:26:53.880 --> 0:26:55.880 out to eat with them. So it would be the 0:26:55.920 --> 0:26:59.600 same result if you risk the rejection and put yourself 0:26:59.600 --> 0:27:02.240 out there and get some practice, and then you can 0:27:02.280 --> 0:27:04.600 analyze the process by which you might have failed at 0:27:04.600 --> 0:27:06.840 the endeavor of getting a date, apply it to your 0:27:06.880 --> 0:27:10.200 next opportunity, and maybe one day you'll name your kid 0:27:10.280 --> 0:27:14.000 Stephen after you get married. Because I told you, don't 0:27:14.040 --> 0:27:22.240 ever let somebody else. Don't let anybody else say God's 0:27:22.280 --> 0:27:26.879 no for him? Ask God? Did you ask him? You 0:27:27.040 --> 0:27:31.119 upraight about it? You did because I thought you just 0:27:31.160 --> 0:27:36.399 were like worrying about it. Did you ask him to 0:27:36.480 --> 0:27:40.479 do it? And I don't mean, you know, throw it 0:27:40.520 --> 0:27:44.359 on top like a sprinkle after you tried everything else? 0:27:45.600 --> 0:27:54.199 He falla, he won't and you I don't want to No, no, no, 0:27:54.200 --> 0:27:57.960 I'm saying, like Napaul doesn't throw on words. He said, 0:27:58.000 --> 0:28:01.600 I pleaded with God. I don't think it even means 0:28:01.600 --> 0:28:04.359 he asked God three times. I think it means He 0:28:04.440 --> 0:28:10.240 launched three separate campaigns to try to get God to 0:28:10.320 --> 0:28:15.880 change a situation, and after every campaign to get God 0:28:15.920 --> 0:28:21.600 to change it failed, then he accepted it. But at 0:28:21.680 --> 0:28:25.879 least ask, at least ask if you need God to 0:28:25.920 --> 0:28:29.040 heal somebody? I know, of course, Well, if it's God's will, 0:28:29.080 --> 0:28:35.080 he'll heal them. Okay, great, ask him, ask him. Well, 0:28:35.119 --> 0:28:37.040 I know God probably won't do that for me because 0:28:37.040 --> 0:28:40.600 I'm probably not gonna ask him. He's a big boy. 0:28:41.600 --> 0:28:44.520 Let him say his own. No, he doesn't need you 0:28:44.560 --> 0:28:46.800 to protect him, like God doesn't need you to be 0:28:46.840 --> 0:28:49.000 his assistant. Ah, you can ask him that right now. 0:28:49.200 --> 0:28:52.360 He's very busy to care about your little problem. Ask 0:28:52.440 --> 0:28:56.080 him for yourself. Maybe he likes you more than you 0:28:56.120 --> 0:28:59.000 think he does. Maybe he'll say yes and surprise you. 0:29:00.040 --> 0:29:02.200 I ask God. Sometimes I'm like, I'm like, okay, I 0:29:02.200 --> 0:29:04.280 don't have much time to study today, but God, would 0:29:04.280 --> 0:29:08.240 you give me my message quick? And sometimes he doesn't, 0:29:09.000 --> 0:29:12.880 but sometimes he does. So now I ask him every time, 0:29:13.520 --> 0:29:15.520 and if he says no, and I have to study 0:29:15.560 --> 0:29:18.160 all week, I was gonna have to study all week anyway. 0:29:18.400 --> 0:29:23.840 It never hurts to ask, but ask him, ask him, 0:29:25.080 --> 0:29:28.880 ask him. I used to review Collie. You can't pray 0:29:28.920 --> 0:29:37.800 for a good parking space. She said, why not. That's 0:29:37.840 --> 0:29:42.360 a good question. Ask him? Ask him. I got some 0:29:42.480 --> 0:29:44.800 things I'm asking God for that are so stupid. I 0:29:44.840 --> 0:29:47.720 would never tell you about him. You would laugh me 0:29:47.760 --> 0:29:51.320 out of the room. But I'm not asking you, am I. 0:29:52.920 --> 0:29:57.800 That's why I didn't ask you. I don't ask people 0:29:57.800 --> 0:29:59.760 who don't have the authority to give me what I'm 0:29:59.760 --> 0:30:04.600 asking for. So some stuff I gotta ask God. I 0:30:04.680 --> 0:30:09.720 gotta ask God. I need to see your supervisor, somebody 0:30:09.720 --> 0:30:13.240 with the authority to get it. Thought, I'll need advice. 0:30:13.600 --> 0:30:17.120 How need authority? How need somebody who's got the keys 0:30:18.280 --> 0:30:23.400 to walk me through this door. You're asking people questions 0:30:23.400 --> 0:30:32.040 who don't even have the keys. My family has launched 0:30:32.160 --> 0:30:38.360 three separate campaigns against me to get a dog, and 0:30:38.440 --> 0:30:41.800 I can mark each phase of the campaign is really grim. 0:30:42.000 --> 0:30:45.320 But he's enlisted everybody in the family. The only one 0:30:45.320 --> 0:30:49.400 who's standing with me in solidarity is Elijah, my firstborn son, 0:30:49.920 --> 0:30:52.640 bless of my flesh and bone of my bones. We 0:30:52.720 --> 0:30:58.920 don't want a dog. So the first phase he wrote 0:30:58.920 --> 0:31:02.640 a song, Daddy can a dog? Daddy can I get? 0:31:04.160 --> 0:31:06.920 He took the piano lessons that I paid for and 0:31:07.000 --> 0:31:09.840 perverted it against me to ask me for a pet 0:31:10.040 --> 0:31:18.520 that I parenthally have already prohibited. Then he started Phase 0:31:18.560 --> 0:31:22.000 two that went on for months. Phase two signs all 0:31:22.040 --> 0:31:26.320 over the house and text messages with pictures of rescue 0:31:26.360 --> 0:31:32.400 dogs all day law the saddest Sarah McLaughlin eyed dogs 0:31:32.680 --> 0:31:37.920 you've ever seen in your life, just flooding my text message. 0:31:39.280 --> 0:31:41.440 And this is what Paul meant in the text where 0:31:41.440 --> 0:31:45.040 he said a messenger of Satan. No no, no, that's 0:31:45.080 --> 0:31:49.640 not in the Greek. But and the third phase they're 0:31:49.680 --> 0:31:56.120 currently doing because he finally realized, Mom, you're the only one. 0:31:56.920 --> 0:32:01.120 And now all of Hell and and all of Holly 0:32:01.560 --> 0:32:05.440 and everybody in my house except Elijah, my true son 0:32:05.640 --> 0:32:11.400 in the faith, my Timothy is against me. Not just three, 0:32:11.520 --> 0:32:17.080 not just three prayers that they said three seasons, three seasons, 0:32:18.760 --> 0:32:21.040 and when you see God about something for a whole season. 0:32:23.400 --> 0:32:25.480 Whatever Paul's thorn was, And I'm gonna tell you what 0:32:25.480 --> 0:32:27.560 it was in a minute, I have not forgotten to 0:32:27.560 --> 0:32:28.840 tell you what it was. I'm gonna tell you what 0:32:28.840 --> 0:32:33.680 it was because all the commentators have something different to say. 0:32:33.680 --> 0:32:35.600 But I found out what it was. I found out 0:32:36.120 --> 0:32:39.080 what it was. I studied all weekend. I found out 0:32:39.080 --> 0:32:40.680 what it was. I asked God to show me quick. 0:32:40.720 --> 0:32:42.320 He didn't show me quick. So I kept studying it 0:32:42.440 --> 0:32:47.000 and I found out what it was. But before we 0:32:47.240 --> 0:32:52.280 get to what it was, let's talk about what it represents. 0:32:54.200 --> 0:32:57.960 You think maybe Paul didn't mention it by name because 0:32:58.000 --> 0:33:00.360 he did not want to limit the application to the 0:33:00.400 --> 0:33:05.240 people that he was sharing it with. A metaphor gives 0:33:05.280 --> 0:33:09.880 you more room than an issue does. So fas exactly 0:33:09.880 --> 0:33:11.440 what he struggle with, you go, I don't struggle with that. 0:33:11.960 --> 0:33:16.160 I'm better than Paul. Or if it was something that 0:33:16.400 --> 0:33:19.480 is less than what you strugle with, you go, huh, Well, 0:33:19.640 --> 0:33:21.640 if he calls that a struggle, there's no hope for me. 0:33:23.160 --> 0:33:24.800 I used talk to guy and he'd be like, I've 0:33:24.800 --> 0:33:26.960 been really struggling lately. I've had to cut my prayer 0:33:27.000 --> 0:33:29.400 time to two hours a day. And the way that 0:33:29.400 --> 0:33:31.080 would make you feel. He was a pastor, and he 0:33:31.080 --> 0:33:33.920 would say that to the church and the guy sitting 0:33:33.960 --> 0:33:35.400 out there that has to do a real job and 0:33:35.440 --> 0:33:38.120 can't just sit around reading about Bartholomew and Thomas and 0:33:38.320 --> 0:33:41.320 Alpheus and all these Bible names all week. It's sitting 0:33:41.320 --> 0:33:45.920 there feeling like crap comparing himself. Oh that's your thorn. 0:33:47.280 --> 0:33:50.160 I was gonna show you mine, but I'm gonna put 0:33:50.160 --> 0:33:55.640 this thorn right back here where it was. Oh God, 0:33:57.120 --> 0:33:59.760 that's why the power of a metaphor. I don't mean 0:33:59.800 --> 0:34:01.800 to make this English class, but I keep coming back 0:34:01.800 --> 0:34:04.440 to the power of a metaphor. We've got one new 0:34:04.440 --> 0:34:06.400 song we've been singing in the church when are recorded 0:34:06.440 --> 0:34:09.560 on October sixth, where it has all these everythings you're like, 0:34:09.680 --> 0:34:12.880 I can plug a song in a serment. I've been 0:34:12.920 --> 0:34:15.880 doing this a long time. I've been this time and 0:34:16.200 --> 0:34:19.279 I like the song because it gives you examples. It says, 0:34:19.320 --> 0:34:22.880 I'm calling on the God of Jacob, I'm calling on 0:34:22.920 --> 0:34:27.720 the God of Moses. I'm calling on the God of David. 0:34:28.920 --> 0:34:31.960 That's my favorite one because it says I'm calling on 0:34:32.000 --> 0:34:35.839 the God of David, who made a shepherd boy courageous. 0:34:36.520 --> 0:34:40.560 But this is my favorite line. I may not face Goliath, 0:34:41.760 --> 0:34:47.960 but I've got my own giants now. The reason it 0:34:48.080 --> 0:34:50.640 says it like that because I wrote that with a 0:34:50.640 --> 0:34:53.160 few friends. And the reason we chose to say it 0:34:53.280 --> 0:34:57.440 like that is because if it addressed the specific issue, 0:34:57.719 --> 0:35:02.279 that would be too awkward. And limited. So we just 0:35:02.360 --> 0:35:05.520 say I may not face Goliath. That's the name of 0:35:05.560 --> 0:35:09.400 a particular enemy that David faced. But I've got my 0:35:09.640 --> 0:35:13.960 own giants. So when you sing that line, no matter 0:35:14.000 --> 0:35:21.480 how dirty, dark, stinky, rotten, filthy, corrupted, perverted or subversive 0:35:21.840 --> 0:35:26.000 your giant is, you can sing it with a big 0:35:26.000 --> 0:35:28.840 old smile on your face, because all the way it 0:35:28.880 --> 0:35:32.680 be too awkward. Right, I'm calling on the God of 0:35:32.800 --> 0:35:38.520 David who made a shepherd boy courageous. You know, I 0:35:38.600 --> 0:35:41.279 may not face go LII can't be too specific here, 0:35:41.920 --> 0:35:48.200 Yeah a metaphor, I mean, no face go Lie'm a 0:35:48.320 --> 0:35:51.840 functional alcoholic. You're gonna get gona do they gonna do that? 0:35:51.840 --> 0:35:55.640 I'm gonna do that. It doesn't even rhyme. Let's at 0:35:55.719 --> 0:36:03.040 least get it to rhyme. I mean I can't dying, right, 0:36:04.160 --> 0:36:12.520 you like that one? You can't say you mean now 0:36:12.680 --> 0:36:17.800 says go liar? My kid's expulsive liar. Right, you can't 0:36:17.800 --> 0:36:20.239 sing about them while they're sitting next to you. So 0:36:20.280 --> 0:36:21.800 funny thing is funny thing is The funny thing is 0:36:21.840 --> 0:36:24.399 funny thing is two people sitting next to each other 0:36:25.320 --> 0:36:27.760 singing about the other one that they came to church 0:36:27.800 --> 0:36:30.680 with and the other one didn't know. You're my liar. 0:36:31.480 --> 0:36:34.200 You're the one look straight ahead right now, right now, 0:36:34.320 --> 0:36:37.080 right now, right now, looks straight ahead, right now. You 0:36:37.120 --> 0:36:41.040 didn't even know you're the one I'm singing about. You're 0:36:41.080 --> 0:36:48.000 the one I'm crying about. And I can't tell you 0:36:47.320 --> 0:36:57.279 you're my thorn. Oh that's mean, poster Steven. But it 0:36:57.320 --> 0:37:01.000 begs the question, doesn't it. Why? Why would a god 0:37:01.719 --> 0:37:05.279 who has enough power to take down a giant with 0:37:05.400 --> 0:37:10.680 a rock leave something as small as a thorn? Wow? 0:37:12.160 --> 0:37:16.200 Why would a god who said you could have mustard 0:37:16.239 --> 0:37:20.040 seed faith and move something as big as a mountain? 0:37:20.480 --> 0:37:25.080 Why would that God leave something as small as a 0:37:25.280 --> 0:37:29.080 thorn in the life of someone as important this Paul? 0:37:30.280 --> 0:37:33.600 And it begs a better question? Why would God allow 0:37:33.680 --> 0:37:38.200 you season after season to sing about goliaths, to sing 0:37:38.239 --> 0:37:41.640 about mountains, to pray about them, to ask about them, 0:37:41.800 --> 0:37:44.840 to strategize and maybe it'll be different this time? And 0:37:44.920 --> 0:37:50.600 Paul said, I asked three times, three times now. I 0:37:50.680 --> 0:37:55.160 launched three separate campaigns that I waged with heaven to 0:37:55.200 --> 0:37:57.839 see if God would take this away so I could 0:37:57.840 --> 0:38:02.600 be more effective for him. This was something that I 0:38:02.719 --> 0:38:05.719 wanted and it was something that I thought God would want. 0:38:06.600 --> 0:38:08.719 And we don't get to know. Was it physical or 0:38:08.719 --> 0:38:10.839 we don't get to know was it mental or did 0:38:10.840 --> 0:38:14.000 the Great Apostles struggle with depression? See, we probably couldn't 0:38:14.040 --> 0:38:16.040 handle that. Then we would listen to him if he 0:38:16.040 --> 0:38:18.600 said rejoicing the Lord always, because we'd be like, oh, 0:38:18.680 --> 0:38:21.279 you're a hypocrite, Paul, you're canceled. You can't struggle with 0:38:21.320 --> 0:38:23.640 that and preach to me, because we like, we like 0:38:23.719 --> 0:38:25.640 to cut people out when they don't live up to 0:38:25.680 --> 0:38:29.279 our exact standards. But all have sin and fall in 0:38:29.400 --> 0:38:37.120 short of a glory of God. Oh oh, Paul, go oh, pau, 0:38:37.680 --> 0:38:51.799 go oh oh. Thorns all up in the seat next 0:38:51.800 --> 0:38:53.880 to you. Don't get too close to her. You might 0:38:53.920 --> 0:38:59.040 get stuck. She's got thorns. And I want to say 0:38:59.040 --> 0:39:00.960 something else before I tell you what pulse thorne was, 0:39:00.960 --> 0:39:02.600 because you're not gonna believe it when you see it. 0:39:05.400 --> 0:39:07.560 I want to I want to make sure that you 0:39:07.640 --> 0:39:11.560 understand that life will give you an ample supply of thorns. 0:39:13.160 --> 0:39:18.439 You don't have to ask for one. Okay, Lord, all right, Lord. 0:39:18.440 --> 0:39:21.120 I hear the preacher today. He's saying, we got to 0:39:21.160 --> 0:39:27.080 suffer from persecution, bringing on luid. I'm ready, gun. I 0:39:27.160 --> 0:39:28.960 was in a fair service one time and somebody start 0:39:28.960 --> 0:39:32.360 praying God, I just pray for a trial by fire. 0:39:34.719 --> 0:39:36.759 I backed up so quick. Hold up, y'all, I got 0:39:36.800 --> 0:39:40.319 a phone call. I didn't come back. Don't. I don't 0:39:40.360 --> 0:39:42.320 even want to be in the prayer circle with somebody 0:39:42.400 --> 0:39:44.640 dumb enough to pray that. And oh God, when I'm 0:39:44.680 --> 0:39:56.040 with somebody and they start praying for patience, it's all 0:39:56.080 --> 0:40:00.399 in the text. It's all in the text. He said 0:40:00.440 --> 0:40:06.960 in verse seven. I was given a thorn. I didn't 0:40:07.000 --> 0:40:09.680 ask for it. Because I'm preaching the people that are 0:40:09.680 --> 0:40:15.520 fighting something you didn't ask for. I'm preaching to people 0:40:16.000 --> 0:40:20.279 who are fighting something that you didn't ask for. And 0:40:20.440 --> 0:40:23.080 all these categories Paul lists will make a good starting 0:40:23.120 --> 0:40:25.560 place for us to evaluate our life and see what 0:40:25.719 --> 0:40:28.200 is that thing where we need God. He mentions hardships, 0:40:28.320 --> 0:40:32.840 He mentions insults, He mentions persecutions, he mentions difficulties. He 0:40:32.960 --> 0:40:36.800 mentions all of these things weaknesses. He mentions them categorically 0:40:37.239 --> 0:40:44.719 and metaphorically. But this is not a shopping list. Life 0:40:44.719 --> 0:40:47.640 will give you enough of those you don't have to 0:40:47.680 --> 0:40:53.400 go looking for them. Insults. Life will give you plenty 0:40:53.440 --> 0:40:56.839 of those. You don't have to infer them when they're 0:40:56.840 --> 0:41:01.680 not there. Do you see how she looked at me? No, 0:41:02.560 --> 0:41:05.160 I don't even think she was looking at you. Yes 0:41:05.200 --> 0:41:06.680 she did, she was looking at me. Did you hear 0:41:06.680 --> 0:41:08.319 how they said that? They said that about me? They 0:41:08.320 --> 0:41:13.160 were talking about me. Insults. Life will give you enough. 0:41:14.280 --> 0:41:17.560 You'll get insulted for real. Somebody will be on your 0:41:17.600 --> 0:41:19.600 comments looking for you to have a boat talk so 0:41:20.000 --> 0:41:23.160 Mary Kay consultant Ninja in the comments, trying to take 0:41:23.200 --> 0:41:27.640 you down. You won't have to go looking for a hardship. Yeah, 0:41:27.680 --> 0:41:33.000 it'll give you enough. And that's why for me, this 0:41:33.640 --> 0:41:37.560 is just me in my house. Social media is really dangerous. 0:41:38.520 --> 0:41:41.200 I'm not saying it's bad because right now while I'm preaching, 0:41:41.239 --> 0:41:43.520 they're posting on an account about my sermon on the thing. 0:41:45.200 --> 0:41:48.759 But for me, because life gives me enough thorns, I 0:41:48.800 --> 0:41:51.919 have enough insecurity. I deal with enough in my head. 0:41:53.040 --> 0:41:55.080 I mean, I got enough movies to make me miserable 0:41:55.080 --> 0:42:00.960 the rest of my life. Regrets things I replay, self doubt, 0:42:01.640 --> 0:42:06.040 even self loathing. Well hold on, no, Pastor Stephen, you 0:42:06.080 --> 0:42:10.200 are a preacher. You should have worked through these issues. 0:42:13.080 --> 0:42:20.000 Paul had a thorn. You have a thorn if you 0:42:20.120 --> 0:42:23.239 keep looking at me this fake I'm gonna interview your 0:42:23.280 --> 0:42:26.200 family members and I'm gonna find out your thorn, and 0:42:26.200 --> 0:42:28.919 I'm gonna put you on blast in the pulpit next week. 0:42:32.960 --> 0:42:36.720 But what got me about it was that social media 0:42:38.160 --> 0:42:42.960 can be like a thorn store. Where As if you 0:42:43.000 --> 0:42:47.640 don't have enough already to feel worried about or to 0:42:47.680 --> 0:42:51.360 compare yourself, if it's not hard enough to be a 0:42:51.400 --> 0:42:53.520 teenager with the fear of missing out, you can go 0:42:53.560 --> 0:42:55.279 and find proof that you're missing out of all the 0:42:55.280 --> 0:42:57.239 people that didn't invite you, and watch the things that 0:42:57.239 --> 0:43:01.360 they're doing. It can be like a for me. For me, 0:43:01.440 --> 0:43:04.319 I don't go on Facebook because it gonna make me 0:43:04.360 --> 0:43:07.239 too angry. And I may not face Goliath, but I 0:43:07.320 --> 0:43:10.360 already got a really bad temper. I may not face 0:43:10.480 --> 0:43:19.920 goal liar, but I have anger is shoes right, So 0:43:19.960 --> 0:43:24.080 I don't need all that. I don't need more thorns. 0:43:25.000 --> 0:43:27.960 I don't need to borrow your thorns. I don't need 0:43:27.960 --> 0:43:30.800 to be swimming in the sewage of other people's anger 0:43:31.080 --> 0:43:34.000 when I've already got enough anger of my own. I'm 0:43:34.040 --> 0:43:38.200 not looking for me. Instagram is like it's like thornhub. 0:43:38.680 --> 0:43:43.359 It's like it's just like it's this. Oh God, he's 0:43:43.360 --> 0:43:47.240 preaching a real sermon today. He's saying real things today. 0:43:47.560 --> 0:43:52.640 To me, this is like a I'm not looking for insults, hardships, persecutions, weaknesses. 0:43:52.960 --> 0:43:56.280 I've already got enough of those. I need a word 0:43:56.320 --> 0:44:00.440 from God. I need an encouraging voice. I needed that 0:44:00.520 --> 0:44:09.359 I can aspire to. That looks like crisis. Ah. He said, 0:44:09.360 --> 0:44:12.480 A thorn was given to me. And he says a 0:44:12.600 --> 0:44:16.200 strange phrase. He says it was a messenger of Satan. 0:44:16.640 --> 0:44:21.000 The word in Greek for messenger is angelos. What does 0:44:21.040 --> 0:44:31.359 that sound like? Angelos? Angelos, angelos angel the same word 0:44:31.400 --> 0:44:35.680 that is used for messenger. Y'all don't believe me. Put 0:44:35.719 --> 0:44:38.799 my Bible verse back up. He said, because of these 0:44:38.800 --> 0:44:41.359 surpassingly great revelations, therefore, in order to keep you from 0:44:41.360 --> 0:44:43.799 a coming sid, I was giving a thorn, a messenger 0:44:44.760 --> 0:44:53.319 of Satan. Angelos, same word as angel, the same word 0:44:53.320 --> 0:44:57.120 as angel, an angel, a messenger. It's the same word. 0:44:57.120 --> 0:45:01.000 There's no difference in the word an angel of Satan 0:45:01.760 --> 0:45:07.799 to tormin me an angel of Satan. I don't want 0:45:07.840 --> 0:45:11.719 that kind. I don't. I never prayed for Satan to 0:45:11.760 --> 0:45:14.440 give me anything in my life. And Paul didn't like 0:45:14.480 --> 0:45:15.920 it either, and he said, the first time he got 0:45:15.960 --> 0:45:18.480 that thing, hit with that thing, he said, return to cinder, 0:45:21.200 --> 0:45:25.120 and he did it three times. And sometimes that works 0:45:25.160 --> 0:45:26.480 and God helps you through it and you're like, oh, 0:45:26.480 --> 0:45:28.160 I don't. I'm not going to struggle with that anymore. 0:45:28.160 --> 0:45:30.920 And that's awesome, and you can testify and help others. 0:45:31.120 --> 0:45:34.000 But in this case, Paul said, in this case, he said, 0:45:35.400 --> 0:45:38.319 I had to see that it was given to me, 0:45:39.719 --> 0:45:44.799 even though the enemy delivered it. He said, it came 0:45:44.840 --> 0:45:49.560 from an angel, an angel of Satan gave me a 0:45:49.600 --> 0:45:54.279 gift from God. And that's why I think this week, 0:45:54.280 --> 0:45:57.879 when it comes to the thorns in your life, even 0:45:57.920 --> 0:46:00.200 if it's a person that gets on your nerves, raise 0:46:00.200 --> 0:46:03.200 your hand. If there's one in your life, so so 0:46:03.200 --> 0:46:07.719 so this week, tell them you're such an angel. Now, Now, 0:46:07.719 --> 0:46:09.720 if they go to church here, don't say that, because 0:46:09.800 --> 0:46:13.640 they'll they'll know the Greek. But if they don't go 0:46:13.680 --> 0:46:15.560 to church here, they won't have a clue what you're 0:46:15.560 --> 0:46:20.839 talking about. Say, man, you're just like an angel's mean 0:46:23.880 --> 0:46:29.799 and what the angel brother is a thorn? And I 0:46:29.840 --> 0:46:33.560 started to get confused because he said, it is angel. 0:46:33.640 --> 0:46:40.600 You're you're teenagers. Did you know your teenagers parents are angels? Uh? Teenagers? 0:46:40.640 --> 0:46:44.879 Did you know your parents are angels? I can't wait 0:46:44.960 --> 0:46:48.760 all week, people walking around their house feeling like, what's up? Angel? 0:46:48.920 --> 0:46:51.879 Angel and angel? Everybody, all the angels saluting each other. 0:46:52.000 --> 0:46:54.480 That God is using to keep us dependent on him. 0:46:56.120 --> 0:46:58.200 You gave me a gift of realizing how much I 0:46:58.320 --> 0:47:09.440 need God. Oh yeah, oh yeah, You're gonna see angels 0:47:09.480 --> 0:47:12.399 everywhere this way. But the verse back off. He said, 0:47:12.920 --> 0:47:15.200 it's a messenger from Satan. He said, but I don't 0:47:15.320 --> 0:47:17.400 like to I don't. I don't have to like the 0:47:17.520 --> 0:47:23.400 delivery service to open the package. So it was an angel, 0:47:24.200 --> 0:47:28.120 a messenger of Satan, in order to keep me from 0:47:28.200 --> 0:47:33.279 getting so conceited. God knows what you're prone to. God 0:47:33.360 --> 0:47:36.000 knew that Paul was prone to pride. So what God does, 0:47:36.480 --> 0:47:44.759 He matches your thorn, your course to your calling. The 0:47:44.920 --> 0:47:47.640 reason I can't pick my own mentor in life is 0:47:47.760 --> 0:47:50.040 I don't know what I need because I don't even 0:47:50.040 --> 0:47:53.040 know who I really am yet, and I certainly don't 0:47:53.040 --> 0:47:54.960 know who I'm gonna be when God gets done with me. 0:47:56.920 --> 0:47:59.719 So God is so good that he knows how to 0:47:59.760 --> 0:48:10.040 man your thorn. Your thorn from his throne. He said 0:48:10.080 --> 0:48:19.320 it was sent a messenger. Yeah, Satan, to torment me, 0:48:21.160 --> 0:48:28.320 torment me. You've been tormented by it. You've been tormented 0:48:28.360 --> 0:48:32.040 by it. It torments you when there's a weakness and 0:48:32.120 --> 0:48:34.760 you can't get stronger in it. It is to torments 0:48:34.800 --> 0:48:38.279 you that I should be further along, and I did 0:48:38.320 --> 0:48:42.560 it again. It torments you that other people can do 0:48:42.680 --> 0:48:58.920 that easily, but it's not easy for me. It torments you. Torment, torment, torment, torment, tormentor, mentor, mentor, mentormentor, mentor, 0:49:00.120 --> 0:49:12.280 mentor men poor mentor mentor mentor. Paul Storn was his mentor. 0:49:24.400 --> 0:49:26.800 I told you i'd tell you what Paul Storn was, 0:49:27.000 --> 0:49:31.800 and I did. It was his mentor. It was the 0:49:31.960 --> 0:49:40.520 thing God gave him to teach him grace. So I 0:49:40.600 --> 0:49:42.880 actually don't have to interview anybody to find out what 0:49:42.960 --> 0:49:48.680 your thorn is. I already know it's your mentor. It's 0:49:48.719 --> 0:49:54.640 the mentor you didn't ask for. It's the thing that 0:49:54.760 --> 0:49:58.600 showed up in your life. Because see, you've been trained 0:49:58.600 --> 0:50:01.200 in a lot of things. Some of you have a 0:50:01.280 --> 0:50:04.680 master's degree. Some of you know how to run a business. 0:50:05.440 --> 0:50:07.960 Some of you know how to make straight a's, some 0:50:08.080 --> 0:50:10.480 of you know how to impress others. Some of you 0:50:10.600 --> 0:50:12.920 know how to dress. Some of you know how to 0:50:13.000 --> 0:50:15.480 talk real good and you can flatter people and say 0:50:15.560 --> 0:50:18.440 things to get out of the situation. But there are 0:50:18.600 --> 0:50:22.880 some things that can only be learned in Thorn University. 0:50:25.520 --> 0:50:27.719 There are some things that God can only teach you, 0:50:27.880 --> 0:50:34.360 not through advice, but through adversity. Paul was not a rookie, 0:50:35.239 --> 0:50:39.040 and Paul was not a nude, and Paul Paul was 0:50:39.080 --> 0:50:43.520 not an unsolicited dear abby advice columnist. Paul was an 0:50:43.560 --> 0:50:47.040 apostle of Jesus Christ, and he didn't even want to be. 0:50:48.640 --> 0:50:52.000 Paul never even applied to be an apostle. He was 0:50:52.080 --> 0:50:56.399 just riding on his donkey through Damascus and God Pop 0:50:56.520 --> 0:51:00.239 knocked him off his donkey and said, new Boss, I 0:51:00.400 --> 0:51:06.960 am Jesus whom you are persecuting, and had delete him 0:51:07.000 --> 0:51:10.719 by the hand. You got a new mentor now, Paul. 0:51:11.960 --> 0:51:16.680 This is difficult because Paul studied under watch this Gameleo 0:51:17.440 --> 0:51:21.240 Gamalio was a father of the Sanhedrin, not just a member. 0:51:21.520 --> 0:51:25.560 Gamaliol was the grandson of Hillel. The Gamaleo was so powerful, 0:51:25.800 --> 0:51:28.879 they said the glory of the Torah died when Gamalio died, 0:51:29.120 --> 0:51:33.160 but he was steeped only in Judaism. When Gamalio mentored Paul, 0:51:33.360 --> 0:51:35.520 he could teach him so much. He could teach him 0:51:35.520 --> 0:51:37.960 about the law, He could teach him about the oral tradition, 0:51:38.200 --> 0:51:40.680 and Paul sat at his feet. He defends himself in 0:51:40.800 --> 0:51:43.080 Acts twenty two, verse three. He said, I grew up 0:51:43.080 --> 0:51:45.560 in Jerusalem, and I sat at the feet of Gamalio. 0:51:45.840 --> 0:51:48.360 He was my mentor. But one day, as I was 0:51:48.440 --> 0:51:51.480 going to persecute the church and wipe out those who 0:51:51.560 --> 0:51:54.120 were members of the way, help me, Holy Spirit, I 0:51:54.239 --> 0:51:57.160 got knocked down by something bigger than me. I got 0:51:57.239 --> 0:52:04.800 blinded by a light I didn't even ask for. And 0:52:04.880 --> 0:52:09.000 Gomalio could teach me about grammar, but he couldn't teach 0:52:09.040 --> 0:52:14.120 me about grace. It took a thorn to show me 0:52:14.239 --> 0:52:19.960 that I didn't ask for it. And God, if you 0:52:20.000 --> 0:52:23.520 want to take it is still on the table. You 0:52:23.600 --> 0:52:28.200 can have it back anytime. But the torment stops here. 0:52:30.640 --> 0:52:36.399 I will not be tormented by this thorn one more day. 0:52:39.040 --> 0:52:43.200 If you are not going to take this thorn away, 0:52:44.239 --> 0:52:47.560 then God, you will need to give me the grace. 0:52:51.719 --> 0:52:56.759 So when Paul preaches. When Paul preaches and he talks 0:52:56.800 --> 0:52:59.640 about the thorn, I want you to realize that that 0:52:59.880 --> 0:53:03.400 is the thing that God wouldn't take away. But he 0:53:03.440 --> 0:53:06.960 says in verse seven something very interesting. He says, Therefore, 0:53:08.040 --> 0:53:11.440 in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was 0:53:11.520 --> 0:53:14.239 given a thorn. And I just read that a bunch 0:53:14.280 --> 0:53:22.080 and I eventually began to see. Therefore, Therefore, therefore, in 0:53:22.280 --> 0:53:25.400 order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given 0:53:25.520 --> 0:53:28.520 a thorn. It came through an instrument of Satan. But 0:53:28.640 --> 0:53:31.320 God used it as a vessel of grace. Isn't that 0:53:31.440 --> 0:53:35.480 what he did with Paul. Paul who was a tool 0:53:35.800 --> 0:53:38.160 who was used by the enemy to torment the church, 0:53:39.239 --> 0:53:42.360 and when God transformed him, he became a vessel for 0:53:42.560 --> 0:53:45.880 the gospel. And if God can do that through Paul, 0:53:46.719 --> 0:53:49.520 now he said, I'm gonna do it for Paul, and 0:53:49.640 --> 0:53:53.520 if you can receive it, He's gonna do it for you. Therefore, 0:53:54.280 --> 0:53:57.960 I was given a thorn. God didn't take it away. 0:53:58.400 --> 0:54:03.160 He showed me what it was. Therefore, so ask God 0:54:03.280 --> 0:54:08.400 for this. Ask God for therefore. I'm celebrating today because 0:54:08.440 --> 0:54:12.279 God gave me a Therefore, I'm not celebrating that the 0:54:12.440 --> 0:54:16.640 thorn is gone. I'm celebrating that God gave me a 0:54:16.840 --> 0:54:20.640 there form. I'm gonna find another church that preached us 0:54:20.680 --> 0:54:27.080 in this is too good. Somebody celebrate the therefore therefore 0:54:29.160 --> 0:54:32.640 so so, he said, Therefore, all the more gladly, for 0:54:32.880 --> 0:54:38.560 Christ's sake, I will boast in the things that make 0:54:38.640 --> 0:54:44.600 me appear broken. Therefore I will glory not in the thorn, 0:54:46.520 --> 0:54:51.919 but in the grace that God released for it. Don't 0:54:51.920 --> 0:54:56.480 glory in the thorn. Don't walk around just worshiping your weakness. 0:54:59.239 --> 0:55:02.640 But he said, I'm elebrating because I've got a grace 0:55:02.719 --> 0:55:09.080 for it. I've walked with hundreds of people through seasons 0:55:11.040 --> 0:55:16.960 of unimaginable struggle, and what they all seem to have 0:55:17.080 --> 0:55:20.400 in common when you talk to them, if they go 0:55:20.520 --> 0:55:25.759 on living, is that God gave them a grace that 0:55:25.960 --> 0:55:37.239 was proportional to the problem. And if they live through it, 0:55:38.640 --> 0:55:41.400 they live long enough to talk about not just what 0:55:41.520 --> 0:55:47.759 I went through, but what God taught me. And they 0:55:47.800 --> 0:55:50.600 stopped talking about the thorns so much, it's like, even 0:55:50.640 --> 0:55:52.480 if it was a really big thing, they start in 0:55:52.600 --> 0:55:57.279 comparison to the glory of the grace that God gives them. 0:55:58.640 --> 0:56:04.000 They start making it look like a small thing. So 0:56:04.160 --> 0:56:08.359 I wonder who you are today, and I wonder what's 0:56:08.400 --> 0:56:11.560 your thorn. But I don't really need to know, because 0:56:11.640 --> 0:56:19.040 God already showed me that thorn is the mentor you 0:56:19.120 --> 0:56:24.440 didn't ask for. Is the thing that's gonna teach you. 0:56:26.480 --> 0:56:30.440 One old preacher said, the thorn is what takes you 0:56:30.520 --> 0:56:38.800 to the throne. Because Paul said, I know me, and 0:56:38.960 --> 0:56:42.279 God knows me, and I would have gotten out ahead 0:56:42.280 --> 0:56:46.200 of myself if God didn't give me this. So take 0:56:46.280 --> 0:56:52.120 your thorn to the throne and ask God. I didn't 0:56:52.120 --> 0:56:53.839 ask you for this thorn, but I'm asking you now. 0:56:55.560 --> 0:56:58.520 I need a grace for this season. I need a 0:56:58.600 --> 0:57:01.919 grace for this insult. God, you told me to turn 0:57:02.000 --> 0:57:04.200 the other cheek. I'm out of cheek. So only God, 0:57:04.320 --> 0:57:11.640 so many, so many, some grace. Three seasons I've petitioned you. 0:57:12.600 --> 0:57:18.880 Still no dog. So if you won't give me a breakthrough, 0:57:20.160 --> 0:57:25.040 give me a therefor reveal something here in my life 0:57:25.080 --> 0:57:28.320 that I couldn't see anywhere else. I'm not telling you 0:57:28.400 --> 0:57:30.760 to thank God for your thorn. I'm not there yet. 0:57:31.640 --> 0:57:33.520 Some people can do that. I'm not that good of 0:57:33.560 --> 0:57:36.640 a Christian. I'm not, Paul, and most of y'all aren't either. 0:57:38.520 --> 0:57:40.400 So if we can't thank Him for the thorn, which 0:57:40.520 --> 0:57:47.560 is understandable, let's thank him for the Therefore, Therefore I 0:57:47.600 --> 0:57:51.360 will boast all the more gladly about what God gave 0:57:52.360 --> 0:57:58.160 me through it. It's a pivotal moment when you don't 0:57:58.200 --> 0:58:02.560 allow the enemy to torment you anymore, and he don't 0:58:02.600 --> 0:58:05.480 want you to see this because he wants to keep 0:58:05.520 --> 0:58:11.240 you weak where you won't worship. Paul said. Therefore, I 0:58:11.400 --> 0:58:15.919 boast all the more. I glory in what the thorn 0:58:16.000 --> 0:58:19.240 brought me to long glory in the thorn. I don't 0:58:19.320 --> 0:58:22.160 like the thorn. I tried to send it back. I 0:58:22.240 --> 0:58:26.120 didn't order the thorn. But regardless of how it came, 0:58:28.440 --> 0:58:32.160 right now I need grace everybody under the sound of 0:58:32.200 --> 0:58:34.440 my voice. This is not your chance to slip out 0:58:34.480 --> 0:58:43.480 of the room. Early, stand up, and in this moment, 0:58:44.960 --> 0:58:47.280 I wonder would you receive what you really need from God? 0:58:50.480 --> 0:58:52.280 And I wonder can you be humble enough to lift 0:58:52.320 --> 0:58:56.280 your hands like you need it, and not clench your 0:58:56.320 --> 0:59:03.480 fists like you got this, because that's the posture of 0:59:03.640 --> 0:59:10.840 power right there. That's it. And Lord, we thank you 0:59:10.960 --> 0:59:14.840 further therefore, and we thank you for the Holy Spirit, 0:59:14.960 --> 0:59:22.080 our divine mentor, and we thank you that you're teaching 0:59:22.160 --> 0:59:23.960 us about your grace in this season. There is a 0:59:24.000 --> 0:59:26.480 supernatural grace that comes upon you in seasons like this. 0:59:27.840 --> 0:59:30.480 There is a supernatural grace that comes upon the saints. 0:59:32.000 --> 0:59:37.440 There is a grace for your thorn. And one day, 0:59:40.000 --> 0:59:42.320 if we cannot be so proud and arrogant to deny it, 0:59:43.600 --> 0:59:45.440 if we cannot be so bitter about the fact that 0:59:45.520 --> 0:59:49.000 it happened, one day, maybe we'll get to talk about 0:59:49.040 --> 0:59:54.000 what God taught us like Paul did. And maybe one 0:59:54.080 --> 0:59:58.800 day we can say, when I'm weak, then I'm strong. 1:00:00.920 --> 1:00:04.520 Maybe we can let God in. Maybe he's bigger than 1:00:04.560 --> 1:00:11.760 our thorn. Maybe his grace is sufficient for you too. 1:00:14.600 --> 1:00:21.280 The Spirit of the Living God fall fresh, anoint us 1:00:21.360 --> 1:00:28.240 with oil for the thorns in our flesh and the 1:00:28.360 --> 1:00:32.120 pressure that we face, and the temptation that we're under, 1:00:33.640 --> 1:00:36.640 and the weakness that we know all too well. We 1:00:36.800 --> 1:00:44.520 need your oil. I lift up every thorn to you today. 1:00:46.240 --> 1:00:49.720 We ask you to take it away, and we probably 1:00:49.840 --> 1:00:57.120 keep asking, but while we're working through it, we thank 1:00:57.160 --> 1:01:02.560 you for the Therefore, it's there for a reason. We'll 1:01:02.640 --> 1:01:05.840 see what it is in time and time and time 1:01:07.120 --> 1:01:12.200 in time. I want to tell you one more thing 1:01:12.240 --> 1:01:18.040 while you pray. While you pray, Satan was the messenger, 1:01:19.120 --> 1:01:29.880 but he wasn't the master. While you pray, consider that, 1:01:31.480 --> 1:01:38.000 consider this that in God's hands, Paul, who tortured and 1:01:38.240 --> 1:01:46.720 tormented the church, became a mentor for the gospel. That's 1:01:46.760 --> 1:01:50.200 what's going to happen in your life. The sufferings of 1:01:50.320 --> 1:01:55.760 this present time are not worth comparing with the glory 1:01:55.920 --> 1:02:02.960 that will be revealed in you. And so God, I 1:02:03.120 --> 1:02:06.200 thank you for a release of your glory. I thank 1:02:06.240 --> 1:02:08.919 you for these things that drew us closer to you. God. 1:02:09.280 --> 1:02:11.960 We wouldn't have prayed. We would have been proud. We 1:02:12.000 --> 1:02:14.720 would have thought it was our strength, our might, our armor, 1:02:14.840 --> 1:02:19.720 our sling, our sword. It wasn't. In this moment of weakness, 1:02:19.800 --> 1:02:25.640 we declare we are strong, we are blessed, we are filled, 1:02:26.880 --> 1:02:32.440 We are overcomers, we are conquerors, we are more than conquerors. 1:02:33.200 --> 1:02:37.439 Let the weak say, I am strong. Let the Corse say, 1:02:38.000 --> 1:02:45.120 I am rich. We're thank you for in Jesus' name, 1:02:46.120 --> 1:02:54.880 we offer you this praise, and the whole church said amen. Well, 1:02:54.920 --> 1:02:57.000 if you enjoyed today's podcast, there are a couple of 1:02:57.040 --> 1:03:00.680 things I'd love for you to do. 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