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Let’s Face It (Larry Brey)

Steven Furtick
May 31, 2021 48m 20s

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The thing that’s been holding you back? It’s time to face it. In “Let’s Face It,” Elevation Matthews Pastor, Larry Brey, shows us how our shame and rejection can hold us back from God’s plan for our future. See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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0:00:02.200 --> 0:00:04.760 Hey, this is Stephen Ferdick. I'm the pastor of Elevation 0:00:05.040 --> 0:00:07.240 Church and this is our podcast. I wanted to thank 0:00:07.280 --> 0:00:10.600 you for joining us today. Hope this inspires you. Hope 0:00:10.600 --> 0:00:12.639 it builds your faith. Hope it gives your perspective to 0:00:12.680 --> 0:00:15.440 see God is moving in your life. Enjoy the message. 0:00:16.880 --> 0:00:21.600 Are you ready for the Word of God? You sounded 0:00:21.640 --> 0:00:23.840 about thirty percent as ready as I need you to be. 0:00:24.400 --> 0:00:27.200 Let me ask, y'all, are you all ready for the 0:00:27.240 --> 0:00:31.600 Word of God. Helpy Skinner is coming to preach in 0:00:31.760 --> 0:00:37.040 just a moment. Hang on before he comes. This is 0:00:37.080 --> 0:00:43.120 an epic warrior for Jesus Christ. Larry Bride. Larry and 0:00:43.200 --> 0:00:46.920 Janet were two of the original core team members of 0:00:46.960 --> 0:00:49.879 our church. They've been with me all the way. They 0:00:49.960 --> 0:00:52.400 believed in this church when it was nothing more than 0:00:52.440 --> 0:00:56.160 a sonogram. Janet told me,

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0:00:02.200 --> 0:00:04.760 Hey, this is Stephen Ferdick. I'm the pastor of Elevation 0:00:05.040 --> 0:00:07.240 Church and this is our podcast. I wanted to thank 0:00:07.280 --> 0:00:10.600 you for joining us today. Hope this inspires you. Hope 0:00:10.600 --> 0:00:12.639 it builds your faith. Hope it gives your perspective to 0:00:12.680 --> 0:00:15.440 see God is moving in your life. Enjoy the message. 0:00:16.880 --> 0:00:21.600 Are you ready for the Word of God? You sounded 0:00:21.640 --> 0:00:23.840 about thirty percent as ready as I need you to be. 0:00:24.400 --> 0:00:27.200 Let me ask, y'all, are you all ready for the 0:00:27.240 --> 0:00:31.600 Word of God. Helpy Skinner is coming to preach in 0:00:31.760 --> 0:00:37.040 just a moment. Hang on before he comes. This is 0:00:37.080 --> 0:00:43.120 an epic warrior for Jesus Christ. Larry Bride. Larry and 0:00:43.200 --> 0:00:46.920 Janet were two of the original core team members of 0:00:46.960 --> 0:00:49.879 our church. They've been with me all the way. They 0:00:49.960 --> 0:00:52.400 believed in this church when it was nothing more than 0:00:52.440 --> 0:00:56.160 a sonogram. Janet told me, because she was my dental 0:00:56.240 --> 0:00:58.800 hygienists at the time, I said I'm going to plant 0:00:58.800 --> 0:01:00.720 a church. She said, have fun with that. I would 0:01:00.800 --> 0:01:04.120 never go. Fifteen years later, she's on the front road, 0:01:07.560 --> 0:01:12.399 but I'll get out of the way because I want 0:01:12.400 --> 0:01:14.520 to give him the pulpit. I just wanted to say 0:01:14.640 --> 0:01:17.800 that this ministry would not be possible without this man. 0:01:19.400 --> 0:01:22.080 From the time that he almost rammed the gate with 0:01:22.120 --> 0:01:24.640 his truck at a storage unit to get our equipment 0:01:24.680 --> 0:01:26.480 so we could have church at the Providence High School 0:01:26.480 --> 0:01:28.880 at Trim in the early days, to the day that 0:01:28.920 --> 0:01:31.039 he almost broke the window out of my jeep Cherokee 0:01:31.040 --> 0:01:32.920 so I could have a prop for a sermon illustration. 0:01:33.720 --> 0:01:36.040 As you can see, he's got an anointing of violence 0:01:36.640 --> 0:01:40.160 and I love them for it. He hails from Minnesota. 0:01:40.440 --> 0:01:45.000 He is a former NCAA Division one National Champion wrestler 0:01:45.080 --> 0:01:46.960 or something like that. Maybe not, he wasn't that good, 0:01:46.959 --> 0:01:49.800 but he used to wrestle. And what I want you 0:01:49.840 --> 0:01:51.880 to know about your dad, Corbyn is that he's had 0:01:51.920 --> 0:01:55.320 my back at every turn, no matter what I've asked 0:01:55.360 --> 0:01:58.080 him to do for the ministry Daylan, He's had my 0:01:58.120 --> 0:02:02.000 back at every turn. It's absolutely amazing that whatever we 0:02:02.040 --> 0:02:03.680 asked him to do to serve God, he did it. 0:02:04.680 --> 0:02:07.360 There are pastors and ministry that we're burning out and 0:02:07.400 --> 0:02:10.440 we would always send your dad and we say, if 0:02:10.440 --> 0:02:15.360 we can send him lb, it'll be like a intravenous anointing. 0:02:16.639 --> 0:02:18.880 Thousands of churches around the world would say we would 0:02:18.919 --> 0:02:21.560 not be who we are without him. And I say 0:02:21.600 --> 0:02:24.680 that to you today, Thank you for everything you've sown. 0:02:26.240 --> 0:02:29.600 I want you to welcome to this pulpit today the 0:02:29.639 --> 0:02:32.480 man who has had more job titles at Elevation Church 0:02:32.560 --> 0:02:38.000 than I've had hair styles, the Great Larry Bride, come on, 0:02:38.320 --> 0:02:53.200 help help help me. How are we doing elevation? Oh? 0:02:53.240 --> 0:03:01.160 I said, how are we doing elevation? Woo? It's hard 0:03:01.200 --> 0:03:05.240 to come up after that, Pastor Stephen, I love you. 0:03:06.720 --> 0:03:09.120 Fifteen years ago I said to all that you have 0:03:09.200 --> 0:03:11.960 in mind, know with you heart and soul, my answers Yes. Now, 0:03:11.960 --> 0:03:15.040 whatever question you ask, the answer will always be yes. 0:03:15.120 --> 0:03:17.040 I wonder if you've already said yes to the question 0:03:17.080 --> 0:03:19.120 that's waiting to be asked of you. I wonder what 0:03:19.120 --> 0:03:21.560 would happen of your life if you predetermined the answer 0:03:21.600 --> 0:03:24.840 before you ever asked the questions. Let's not have conditional faith. 0:03:25.360 --> 0:03:28.320 Let's not have a faith it's based upon convenience or 0:03:28.440 --> 0:03:33.360 comfort is simply saying yes, Lord, Yes, Lord. And in 0:03:33.400 --> 0:03:34.880 the past year and a half, all of us have 0:03:34.960 --> 0:03:38.200 experienced this thing called COVID. And I think there's two 0:03:38.480 --> 0:03:40.880 parts of every story that I get into that I 0:03:40.920 --> 0:03:42.520 always hear, and the first one is something like this, 0:03:43.120 --> 0:03:46.840 and then COVID happened. They could be talking about a marriage, 0:03:46.840 --> 0:03:48.560 they could be talking about a funeral, they could be 0:03:48.560 --> 0:03:50.840 talking about school, they could be talking about alone, and 0:03:50.880 --> 0:03:54.360 then COVID happened, and it's real. It happened. It did, 0:03:54.520 --> 0:03:56.960 and it's affected all of our lives. But there's always 0:03:56.960 --> 0:03:58.800 the second part of every story that I'm a part of. 0:03:58.840 --> 0:04:01.920 Anybody who goes to elevation. First part is then COVID happened, 0:04:02.200 --> 0:04:04.960 and the second part is and then Pastor Stephen preached, 0:04:06.520 --> 0:04:09.680 it's real COVID happened, but there's a greater reality in 0:04:09.720 --> 0:04:12.240 the word of God. I'm so glad that we live 0:04:12.280 --> 0:04:16.200 in a house that there's a greater reality. And then 0:04:16.720 --> 0:04:20.919 Pastor Stephen preached, what was it for you? Because he 0:04:20.960 --> 0:04:24.000 preaches sermons every week that'll encourage you. But there's some 0:04:24.120 --> 0:04:28.360 that marked the moment. Maybe it was comfort food, same 0:04:28.400 --> 0:04:33.640 Devil's new levels, built different what you call small unlearn 0:04:33.680 --> 0:04:39.520 your limitations. For me, though, it was it was lonely places. 0:04:40.839 --> 0:04:43.880 That was the sermon that marked COVID for me, because 0:04:43.920 --> 0:04:47.440 COVID affected us. But there's a greater reality, and there 0:04:47.480 --> 0:04:49.279 was thirty people in the room last July when Pastor 0:04:49.320 --> 0:04:51.920 Stephen preached this sermon, and he walked off the stage 0:04:51.920 --> 0:04:54.480 into that entire section here at Balentown, there's nobody in it. 0:04:55.160 --> 0:04:57.680 And he got in the fourth row, one two three, four, 0:04:57.839 --> 0:05:00.360 second seat over and he sat there and he talked 0:05:00.360 --> 0:05:05.560 about the lonely places. And for me, that hit me 0:05:06.680 --> 0:05:09.880 because that lonely place, I wanted to stay as far 0:05:09.920 --> 0:05:12.920 away from it as I could. I stay away from 0:05:13.000 --> 0:05:16.240 it by getting busy just saying how you doing today, 0:05:16.320 --> 0:05:19.839 blessed highly favored brother, Like, I'll do everything I can 0:05:19.920 --> 0:05:25.840 to avoid that lonely place. But Pastor Stephen does this 0:05:25.880 --> 0:05:27.560 thing where he kind of forces you into that seat 0:05:27.560 --> 0:05:30.040 in a loving way, and he forces you to look 0:05:30.040 --> 0:05:33.240 at what you've been hiding from. And today I want 0:05:33.279 --> 0:05:35.400 to talk about what God showed me in that lonely place. 0:05:36.480 --> 0:05:39.520 I watched the sermon eight times that week, and I 0:05:39.560 --> 0:05:43.119 cried every time because God was revealing wave after wave 0:05:43.160 --> 0:05:45.760 after wave of his revelation of the place that I 0:05:45.760 --> 0:05:47.520 didn't want to get to. That I found the blessing 0:05:47.560 --> 0:05:49.760 when I sat in it. And I just want to 0:05:49.800 --> 0:05:51.640 unpack for a few moments with you. What God showed 0:05:51.680 --> 0:05:54.480 me in that lonely place. Maybe this would encourage you 0:05:54.560 --> 0:05:57.320 for anybody's in that lonely place, for anybody who feels 0:05:57.320 --> 0:05:59.440 like they're outcast or overlooked, for anybody who feels like 0:05:59.480 --> 0:06:01.920 they're marginal or push to the periphery of life. This 0:06:01.960 --> 0:06:03.839 is a word for you. God's gonna meet you in 0:06:03.880 --> 0:06:05.800 this place, and it's not just gonna encourage you. It's 0:06:05.800 --> 0:06:08.280 gonna mark the moment. It's gonna mark the moment of 0:06:08.320 --> 0:06:11.000 your life. Help me thank Pastor Stephen every week for 0:06:11.040 --> 0:06:13.719 getting in this pulpit and preach your words that we 0:06:13.880 --> 0:06:17.360 live on. I love me, Pastor Stephen, Thank you, We 0:06:17.440 --> 0:06:20.600 honor you. And the character I want to give you 0:06:20.640 --> 0:06:23.360 a couple verses and then he'll be seated. The character 0:06:23.400 --> 0:06:26.120 that God led me to is Moses. It's in Exodus 0:06:26.240 --> 0:06:30.400 chapter three, just a few verses. This is what I 0:06:30.440 --> 0:06:32.120 learned in that lonely place that maybe you to be 0:06:32.200 --> 0:06:35.200 encouraged with Exodus three, verses one to six. It says 0:06:35.240 --> 0:06:38.080 now Moses was tending the flock of Jethro, his father 0:06:38.120 --> 0:06:40.400 in law, the priest Obmitian. He led the fuck flocked 0:06:40.440 --> 0:06:43.000 to the far side of the wilderness and came to 0:06:43.040 --> 0:06:45.240 horror of the mountain of God. They're an angel of 0:06:45.279 --> 0:06:47.120 the Lord appeared to him in flames of fire from 0:06:47.120 --> 0:06:50.400 within a bush. Moses saw that though the bush was 0:06:50.400 --> 0:06:53.960 on fire, it did not burn up. So Moses thought, 0:06:54.000 --> 0:06:56.839 I will go over and see this strange sight. Why 0:06:56.839 --> 0:06:59.880 does this bush not burn up? When the Lord saw 0:06:59.880 --> 0:07:02.720 that Moses had gone over to look, he called him 0:07:02.720 --> 0:07:07.920 from within the bush, Moses. Moses. Moses said, here I am. 0:07:08.040 --> 0:07:10.280 We would do well to consider the cadence of this text. 0:07:11.400 --> 0:07:15.160 God is present, but his voice is absent, and it's 0:07:15.200 --> 0:07:17.680 easy for us to stand at a distance saying God speak, 0:07:19.040 --> 0:07:22.520 but her feet aren't moving. And the progression of the 0:07:22.520 --> 0:07:26.240 text indicates that as Moses moved, God spoke. And I 0:07:26.280 --> 0:07:28.480 want to celebrate your decision to move towards God today, 0:07:28.520 --> 0:07:30.400 to get out of bed and go to the Orlando campus, 0:07:30.520 --> 0:07:32.520 to get out of bed and go to the Gaston campus, 0:07:32.760 --> 0:07:34.480 to roll over in bed, and to click on the 0:07:34.480 --> 0:07:38.280 Lincoln just to watch those small movements God sees. And 0:07:38.320 --> 0:07:40.760 when you make one small step towards God, he comes 0:07:40.800 --> 0:07:43.640 moving towards you. As some of you fell like God, 0:07:43.640 --> 0:07:47.680 you're at a distance, And I can't hear you. Just 0:07:47.760 --> 0:07:52.880 move towards him and trust that he will speak to you. Today, says, 0:07:52.880 --> 0:07:55.400 do not come any closer. God said, take off your 0:07:55.440 --> 0:07:57.880 sandals for the place where you are standing his holy ground. 0:07:58.640 --> 0:08:00.400 Then he said, I am the God of your the 0:08:00.400 --> 0:08:02.600 God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God 0:08:02.640 --> 0:08:08.480 of Jacob. At this Moses hid his face because he 0:08:08.560 --> 0:08:11.960 was afraid to look at God. And for a few 0:08:12.000 --> 0:08:14.640 minutes we have together. I want to considered this subject. 0:08:15.120 --> 0:08:17.280 I need your help announcing the sermon title to your neighbor. 0:08:17.280 --> 0:08:19.400 If you're in a room, maybe you'd say it out 0:08:19.440 --> 0:08:23.160 loud to your cat, it's this. It's look at you. 0:08:23.200 --> 0:08:24.840 Look at your neighbor and say this to him. Say 0:08:24.920 --> 0:08:28.360 let's face it now. Maybe there's somebody else you would 0:08:28.360 --> 0:08:30.120 have preferred to talk to. Look at them and say 0:08:30.400 --> 0:08:32.360 let's face it. Maybe in the comments you would drop 0:08:32.360 --> 0:08:35.680 in like some emojis, type in the title less face 0:08:35.840 --> 0:08:37.679 you guys can be seated here at balance on all 0:08:37.679 --> 0:08:40.840 of our locations. Thank you, worship team. Now. When I 0:08:41.000 --> 0:08:43.800 was in third grade, I loved school. I loved it. 0:08:44.160 --> 0:08:46.080 I would sit for hours in the living room and 0:08:46.120 --> 0:08:49.120 doing my math and doing my science and doing my words. 0:08:49.120 --> 0:08:52.160 It was amazing. I would hear my mom, little Dorothy 0:08:52.320 --> 0:08:54.319 four foot eleven, on a good day. She would be 0:08:54.360 --> 0:08:56.199 yelling from the kitchen like, I'm so proud of you, 0:08:56.320 --> 0:09:00.480 my baby, hur glees, you looked, You're so good. And 0:09:00.559 --> 0:09:03.000 I'm like, yeah, my mom is proud of me. I'm smart. 0:09:03.160 --> 0:09:07.400 She's like, you're so smart, You're so smart. And then 0:09:07.520 --> 0:09:10.160 one day at school, my third grade teacher, Missus Rasmus, 0:09:10.280 --> 0:09:12.560 and she gave me a note to take home to 0:09:12.600 --> 0:09:15.800 my mom. It was stapled together, and I thought, oh, 0:09:15.840 --> 0:09:17.280 my gosh, she wants to like throw a party from 0:09:17.280 --> 0:09:19.760 me or something. She's so proud of me. I bet 0:09:19.800 --> 0:09:21.640 I'm gonna win like student of the Month award or 0:09:21.679 --> 0:09:23.760 something like that. So, of course I did what every 0:09:23.760 --> 0:09:26.160 third grader does. I opened the note. I did staple 0:09:26.200 --> 0:09:28.600 didn't mean anything that was insignificant. I opened the note, 0:09:29.240 --> 0:09:32.240 but I tried to read it. But that was the problem. 0:09:32.280 --> 0:09:35.440 I couldn't read very good. And so I can make 0:09:35.480 --> 0:09:37.720 out a couple of words. I can make out one 0:09:37.720 --> 0:09:41.520 of the words like special. I'm like, oh, Missus Rasmussen 0:09:41.559 --> 0:09:45.720 thinks I'm special. Oh, this is amazing. Yes, Missus Rasmus 0:09:45.800 --> 0:09:48.079 is thank you, and then I can make out another 0:09:48.120 --> 0:09:52.560 word like slow. I'm like, obviously she's not seen me. 0:09:52.600 --> 0:09:55.320 In pe like, I am the fastest kid in the school, 0:09:55.559 --> 0:09:58.280 Missus rasmus, and I am very fast, fooking me, she 0:09:58.559 --> 0:10:00.960 must not have seen me. And I came to this 0:10:01.040 --> 0:10:02.880 other word that I tried to read, and I like, 0:10:04.280 --> 0:10:07.120 I asked my buddy Paul, I said what's this word? 0:10:07.240 --> 0:10:10.520 And he said remedial. I said, what's that meaning? He said, 0:10:10.520 --> 0:10:15.640 it means you're stupid. And I can tell you what 0:10:15.679 --> 0:10:18.920 I was wearing. I could tell you where I was standing. 0:10:20.000 --> 0:10:21.560 And that was the first moment in my life. I 0:10:21.600 --> 0:10:25.600 felt shame. I felt it. It was like a clo, 0:10:26.320 --> 0:10:28.000 like a coat you put on me, and I wore it. 0:10:29.120 --> 0:10:31.080 And so I took the note and I folded it 0:10:31.120 --> 0:10:32.719 back up, and I'm trying to figure out in a 0:10:32.760 --> 0:10:33.880 way to give this to my mom. But I'm not 0:10:33.880 --> 0:10:35.720 going to give it to my mom. So I took 0:10:35.720 --> 0:10:39.520 my little Duke's of hazard lunchbox. And on one side 0:10:39.559 --> 0:10:41.040 it opened up and you had the thermis and all 0:10:41.080 --> 0:10:42.360 this stuff and it. But on the other side, if 0:10:42.400 --> 0:10:44.440 it had like a secret compartment, the other lid opened, 0:10:44.760 --> 0:10:46.480 and you would put your napkin in there and your 0:10:46.480 --> 0:10:48.880 soup spoon and all that stuff. So I thought, that's 0:10:48.920 --> 0:10:52.240 where I'm going to put my note. So I hit 0:10:52.280 --> 0:10:54.880 it in that little secret compartment. So when I took 0:10:54.920 --> 0:10:56.439 it home and I gave my mom my lunchbox. The 0:10:56.440 --> 0:10:58.079 next day missus rasmus and said, did you give the 0:10:58.120 --> 0:11:01.920 note to your mom? I'm like, yes, I did. Isn't 0:11:01.920 --> 0:11:04.120 it amazing what shame will cause you to do that's 0:11:04.160 --> 0:11:08.400 inconsistent with your character? Isn't it amazing what shame will 0:11:08.400 --> 0:11:12.439 get you to do? And that day I went home, 0:11:12.640 --> 0:11:15.600 my mom said, are you gonna do your math? I 0:11:15.640 --> 0:11:19.720 remember telling you no, Mom, I'm not very good at it. 0:11:19.800 --> 0:11:23.320 She's what do you mean? I just I'm kind of 0:11:23.320 --> 0:11:25.880 done with that, mom. So I go back to school 0:11:25.880 --> 0:11:28.640 and the next week, teacher's like, will your mom hasn't 0:11:28.679 --> 0:11:30.360 called me because there was no text message back in 0:11:30.400 --> 0:11:33.000 this day, And she goes, here's another note. Take it home. 0:11:33.040 --> 0:11:34.400 So I put it right with the other note in 0:11:34.400 --> 0:11:36.040 my duke's that it has her lunchbox. A couple of 0:11:36.080 --> 0:11:38.040 weeks go by, she finally feels like, I don't think 0:11:38.040 --> 0:11:39.840 your mom's getting these notes. So here's what we're gonna do. 0:11:39.960 --> 0:11:44.280 She staples the note to my shirt. True story. Of course, 0:11:44.320 --> 0:11:45.640 I took it off my shirt and I put it 0:11:45.720 --> 0:11:48.319 right in with the other ones. And a couple of 0:11:48.360 --> 0:11:51.040 weeks go by, and Missus Rasmus is like, make sure 0:11:51.040 --> 0:11:53.240 you give your mom that note so she can call me. 0:11:53.280 --> 0:11:54.600 And I can't even look at her, because you know, 0:11:54.640 --> 0:11:56.559 what shame causes you to do, doesn't even let you 0:11:56.559 --> 0:11:59.120 look anybody in the face. Shame makes you feel so 0:11:59.240 --> 0:12:01.679 unworthy you can't look at anybody. I can't even look 0:12:01.679 --> 0:12:04.640 at Missus Rasmussen. And that little boy who used to 0:12:04.679 --> 0:12:06.719 do all those math things died and he would never 0:12:06.760 --> 0:12:09.120 come alive again. And I'm walking on the way out 0:12:09.160 --> 0:12:12.640 to the school bus and accidentally hit my lunchbox against 0:12:12.679 --> 0:12:15.840 the desk and it opens up and out floats all 0:12:15.880 --> 0:12:21.439 my notes. Missus Rasmussen sees it. She's like, Larry, and 0:12:21.600 --> 0:12:26.240 I hide my face and I just start crying. She 0:12:26.320 --> 0:12:29.520 comes in so gender gently and she says, LB, Larry. 0:12:29.679 --> 0:12:33.680 She says, you've got a learning disability. But I'm with you. 0:12:33.800 --> 0:12:37.480 She said, let's face it. So in the text, when 0:12:37.520 --> 0:12:40.640 Moses hides his face, I identify with that situation. That's 0:12:40.679 --> 0:12:43.320 the lonely space. That's the place where you go to 0:12:43.360 --> 0:12:45.040 where you hide your face because you don't even feel 0:12:45.040 --> 0:12:47.440 worthy to look anybody else in the face. That's that 0:12:47.559 --> 0:12:50.199 lonely space for me. So when God comes to Moses 0:12:50.240 --> 0:12:53.480 in this scene in chapter three of Exodus, I get it. 0:12:53.840 --> 0:12:55.600 God's got a job for him to do, and he's like, 0:12:55.679 --> 0:12:58.560 not me. He gives them all these excuses, not me, 0:12:58.920 --> 0:13:01.440 Send somebody else? Should I tell him? What about all 0:13:01.440 --> 0:13:04.960 these things? And finally he gives this answer. In verse 0:13:05.000 --> 0:13:08.160 ten of chapter four says Moses said to the Lord, 0:13:08.200 --> 0:13:11.960 pardon your servant. Lord, I've never been eloquent, neither in 0:13:12.000 --> 0:13:14.880 the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. 0:13:15.679 --> 0:13:18.800 I am slow of speech and sung. And if you've 0:13:18.800 --> 0:13:21.080 grown up around the church world, you've heard that voice before. 0:13:21.400 --> 0:13:23.520 And every time you hear the character of Moses preach, 0:13:23.559 --> 0:13:25.640 he sounds a little bit like Forrest Gump with a stutter, 0:13:26.160 --> 0:13:30.720 because I can't talk very good. And that's the story 0:13:30.800 --> 0:13:33.000 you've heard your whole life, and you've believed a lie 0:13:34.320 --> 0:13:37.320 because that's not true. This is the part about the 0:13:37.360 --> 0:13:40.760 lonely place and makes you believe lies. That are not real. 0:13:41.920 --> 0:13:45.200 They're not real. Because as I jumped into this lonely 0:13:45.200 --> 0:13:48.080 place and I started to inspect the story of Moses, 0:13:48.280 --> 0:13:51.319 I came to the Book of Acts where it's recorded. 0:13:51.400 --> 0:13:54.439 Luke records this in seven twenty two, and this busted 0:13:54.480 --> 0:13:57.120 the bubble of my perception of Moses. And maybe God 0:13:57.160 --> 0:13:59.880 wants to bust your bubble for how you see yourself today, 0:14:00.160 --> 0:14:03.920 the stereotypes you have labeled yourself with the things you said, 0:14:03.960 --> 0:14:07.600 I'm not going to do math because I'm dumb, because 0:14:07.640 --> 0:14:09.559 in Acts seven twenty two it says this is as 0:14:09.679 --> 0:14:13.800 Moses was educated in all the wisdom of the Egyptians 0:14:14.559 --> 0:14:20.480 and was powerful is speech and what like. That's got 0:14:20.520 --> 0:14:23.040 to be a typo that doesn't really happen. That's not 0:14:23.080 --> 0:14:25.040 in the Bible. Because I always thought that Moses was 0:14:25.080 --> 0:14:28.040 slow and he was dumb. But what you're telling me 0:14:28.120 --> 0:14:29.680 is in the text. If there's a place where it 0:14:29.680 --> 0:14:32.640 says he was powerful in speech and an action. It's 0:14:32.680 --> 0:14:35.240 the same word the pastor referenced a couple of weeks 0:14:35.280 --> 0:14:37.240 ago when you talked about the Holy Spirit, when it 0:14:37.240 --> 0:14:39.880 comes on you, it will give you power. It's the 0:14:39.920 --> 0:14:42.600 same word that te's talked of Jesus. He says, with him, 0:14:42.960 --> 0:14:47.080 all things are possible. So if the limitless potential of 0:14:47.080 --> 0:14:50.720 God is in this moment, why is Moses responding with 0:14:50.760 --> 0:14:55.920 an inferior answer? And it made me examine myself. Are 0:14:55.960 --> 0:14:59.840 my answers really just excuses rooted in insecurity or are 0:14:59.840 --> 0:15:06.080 they responses grounded in truth? What answers have you been 0:15:06.120 --> 0:15:09.680 giving that are rooted in insecurity? Because it's the story 0:15:09.680 --> 0:15:12.680 you believed when you were in third grade? I'm stupid? 0:15:15.120 --> 0:15:17.520 Where's that at? This is the lonely place for me? 0:15:18.280 --> 0:15:19.680 This is the place when God took me to that 0:15:19.760 --> 0:15:21.600 space I didn't want to look at because I couldn't 0:15:21.640 --> 0:15:28.040 look at myself. But before we impuneis character, it's important 0:15:28.040 --> 0:15:30.840 that we look at the backstory. Never judge the behavior 0:15:30.840 --> 0:15:34.160 without knowing the backstory, and then never never because how 0:15:34.200 --> 0:15:36.440 did he get here? That would be a good question 0:15:36.480 --> 0:15:38.120 for you to type into the comments. How did you 0:15:38.200 --> 0:15:40.280 get here? How did you get to this point? How 0:15:40.280 --> 0:15:42.000 did you get to these beliefs? How did you get 0:15:42.000 --> 0:15:44.480 into the system where that defines through you are? How 0:15:44.480 --> 0:15:47.040 did you get here? And you're just saying, well, I'm 0:15:47.080 --> 0:15:49.400 just not very smart. That's a lie, shut your pie hole. 0:15:49.520 --> 0:15:55.280 That's not true. But Moses believed it. But God simply 0:15:55.600 --> 0:15:59.040 ministered to Moses in the moment. But let's look at 0:15:59.040 --> 0:16:01.920 the backstory. I want to summarize. If you flip a 0:16:02.000 --> 0:16:04.800 chapter over into Exodus chapter two, you could type into 0:16:04.800 --> 0:16:06.800 the comments this would be your additional reading during the week. 0:16:06.880 --> 0:16:09.280 Verses one to ten. Let me just summarize for you. 0:16:09.720 --> 0:16:11.840 Moses is born onto the scene. He's got a mom 0:16:11.840 --> 0:16:15.440 and a dad, am Ram his dad, and Jocobed is mom. 0:16:16.120 --> 0:16:19.440 And at that time an issue, an order had been 0:16:19.480 --> 0:16:23.560 issued among the Israelites from Pharaoh, the king of the Egyptians, 0:16:23.840 --> 0:16:26.360 who said, hey, the firstborn must be thrown into the 0:16:26.440 --> 0:16:29.120 Nile river. The Israelites are getting too big. We can't 0:16:29.200 --> 0:16:31.880 let him overtake us, so we need to exterminate some 0:16:31.960 --> 0:16:34.640 of them. So they have a baby, and the scripture 0:16:34.680 --> 0:16:37.200 says that he was a fine child. It says that 0:16:37.280 --> 0:16:40.280 he was special in the king James. It says goodly. 0:16:42.200 --> 0:16:44.760 It's the same word that when God created he said 0:16:44.800 --> 0:16:49.600 it was very good. The mark of God was on Moses. 0:16:49.920 --> 0:16:51.640 His mom and dad saw it, and they said we 0:16:51.680 --> 0:16:55.720 have to protect it. And so this week, when somebody 0:16:55.760 --> 0:16:58.080 asks you how you doing. Don't let it be just 0:16:58.120 --> 0:17:00.840 a back end comments and I'm good. No, no no, no, 0:17:01.000 --> 0:17:04.840 say say I'm good. I'm good. God made me, God 0:17:04.920 --> 0:17:10.720 formed me, God fashioned me. I'm good. I'm good. And 0:17:10.840 --> 0:17:12.800 Moses mom and dad and they saw it. So they 0:17:12.880 --> 0:17:18.240 hid him for three months. Wait, no, as a grown man, 0:17:18.280 --> 0:17:22.879 he's hiding his face. And his life started at obscurity. 0:17:22.920 --> 0:17:25.960 Being hidden by his parents. Was his behavior something that 0:17:26.040 --> 0:17:29.840 was created by God or conditioned by man? Was the 0:17:29.960 --> 0:17:32.159 environment that you grew up in? Did it shape you 0:17:32.240 --> 0:17:35.080 to change your decisions for how you expressed yourself as 0:17:35.080 --> 0:17:40.160 an adult? How did you get here? Moses? It wasn't 0:17:40.160 --> 0:17:42.720 the story in that day. It was the story that 0:17:42.760 --> 0:17:45.359 had been unfolding his whole life, and you got to 0:17:45.440 --> 0:17:47.359 peel it back. You will not understand the scene of 0:17:47.400 --> 0:17:49.680 your life unless you rewind the movie a little bit. 0:17:50.720 --> 0:17:54.040 And Moses, he's hidden. And they said when he can 0:17:54.119 --> 0:17:56.119 hide him no longer. They had to put him in 0:17:56.119 --> 0:17:58.000 a basket and toss him out under the Nile River. 0:17:59.440 --> 0:18:01.480 Mama had to abandoned him because she didn't know what 0:18:01.520 --> 0:18:04.080 to do with him. Could it be that God has 0:18:04.119 --> 0:18:07.280 hidden something in your heart and you haven't known what 0:18:07.359 --> 0:18:09.240 to do with it, and you've been staring at the 0:18:09.280 --> 0:18:11.440 situations say it's not gonna happen, So I guess I'll 0:18:11.480 --> 0:18:13.840 just abandon it. I wonder how many abandoned dreams are 0:18:13.880 --> 0:18:16.359 left on the floor of all of our services because 0:18:16.400 --> 0:18:18.720 you have given up on it and you've less settled 0:18:18.720 --> 0:18:21.879 for the lie. I'm just not smart, I'm not good. No, 0:18:22.000 --> 0:18:26.320 that's not true. That's not true. That's not true. So 0:18:26.359 --> 0:18:28.480 she has to abandon this thing. Can you imagine the 0:18:28.520 --> 0:18:32.320 pain of jocobet is She just hands over her son 0:18:33.000 --> 0:18:35.719 onto the Nile River, the very thing that was created 0:18:35.720 --> 0:18:37.879 to destroy him. Now she has to lay him in. 0:18:40.320 --> 0:18:44.160 But say but, but MOS's older sister, Miriam, was watching 0:18:44.200 --> 0:18:47.040 at a distance, and she sees where the basket comes 0:18:47.080 --> 0:18:48.760 against the shore, and it just so happens that it's 0:18:48.760 --> 0:18:51.840 near Pharaoh's daughter where she's coming down. And she's seeing this, 0:18:52.320 --> 0:18:54.479 and God sees you, and you might feel like you've 0:18:54.480 --> 0:18:56.120 been tossed out into the waves of life. But God 0:18:56.200 --> 0:18:59.000 is controlling the current, and he controlled where she landed. 0:18:59.520 --> 0:19:02.800 And she sees Pharaoh's daughter come and get this baby, 0:19:02.880 --> 0:19:04.639 and she just happens. Oh do you want me to 0:19:04.640 --> 0:19:06.800 go get one of the Hebrew mamas to nurse him 0:19:06.800 --> 0:19:12.080 for you. She says yes, So she takes Moses back 0:19:12.119 --> 0:19:15.879 to his mom. Imagine the joy and Jocobed and hearing like, 0:19:15.960 --> 0:19:18.120 oh my gosh, this thing that I gave away come 0:19:18.160 --> 0:19:20.640 back to me. Oh my soul in the story gets 0:19:20.640 --> 0:19:23.399 even better. They're gonna pay me to do it. Oh, 0:19:23.480 --> 0:19:25.639 I declare over you. Whatever the devil has caused you 0:19:25.680 --> 0:19:27.800 to forfeit, God's gonna restore and He's gonna make him 0:19:27.840 --> 0:19:30.080 pay for it. God's gonna make him pay for it. 0:19:30.640 --> 0:19:34.480 And he paid for it, and it comes back to her. 0:19:34.840 --> 0:19:37.679 Oh my God, you brought this back to me. But 0:19:37.720 --> 0:19:39.879 then she hears the other part of the story. But 0:19:39.960 --> 0:19:41.680 you can only have him for a certain time because 0:19:41.720 --> 0:19:47.840 Pharaoh's daughter wants him as her son. What God, this 0:19:47.960 --> 0:19:51.719 is in faith? Or maybe it really is. So now 0:19:51.800 --> 0:19:54.560 Jocobed begins this process of training up a child in 0:19:54.600 --> 0:19:57.120 the way he should go, because she knows she's only 0:19:57.160 --> 0:19:59.800 got a finite time with him. Some theologians it would 0:19:59.800 --> 0:20:01.960 have been only about four years up to about eight 0:20:02.040 --> 0:20:04.480 years because the child would have needed to be weaned. 0:20:04.760 --> 0:20:06.080 But in that time there wasn't a whole lot of 0:20:06.080 --> 0:20:08.840 bread on the Israelite tables, so they would nurse these 0:20:08.920 --> 0:20:11.199 children as long as they can be could because it 0:20:11.280 --> 0:20:13.840 kept more food on the table. So it's a reasonable 0:20:13.880 --> 0:20:16.920 to assume that Jokobed was delaying the process as much 0:20:16.920 --> 0:20:18.960 as she could because she didn't want to hand this 0:20:19.040 --> 0:20:20.880 child over, but she knew she would have to one day. 0:20:21.000 --> 0:20:23.000 So she begins the process of every day looking at 0:20:23.000 --> 0:20:26.400 most and say, Moses, you're special. You're a deliverer. Your 0:20:26.400 --> 0:20:28.960 God is the god of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. You're 0:20:29.000 --> 0:20:30.760 a creative for it to be a deliverer of Moses. 0:20:30.880 --> 0:20:33.200 And every day she's speaking over him. She'd speaking over him, 0:20:33.200 --> 0:20:35.920 she'd speaking over and she'd make him repeat it back. Moses, 0:20:36.119 --> 0:20:38.800 you're a deliverer. You are special. God's hand is on 0:20:38.840 --> 0:20:41.240 your left. Your God is the God of Abraham, Isaac 0:20:41.480 --> 0:20:43.520 and Jacob. Because she knows she's got to give him 0:20:43.560 --> 0:20:46.119 over to a household of the Egyptians, and not just 0:20:46.200 --> 0:20:49.760 any household, the household of Pharaoh. Ramsey's the second, the 0:20:49.800 --> 0:20:52.240 one who wanted all the Israelite baby's dead. She's got 0:20:52.240 --> 0:20:55.439 to give her baby too. You imagine the uncertainty of 0:20:55.440 --> 0:20:57.320 the situation, and she's got to hand her son over 0:20:57.520 --> 0:20:59.679 every day. Moses, you can do this, Moses, you can 0:20:59.720 --> 0:21:01.600 do this. Moses. Your God is the God of Abraham, 0:21:01.760 --> 0:21:04.440 Isaac and Jacob. And every day, every day, every day 0:21:04.480 --> 0:21:07.399 training up this child, because she knows he'd end up 0:21:07.440 --> 0:21:09.879 in a household where they did not believe that God 0:21:09.960 --> 0:21:12.520 is the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. Know they 0:21:12.520 --> 0:21:14.600 had a bunch of other gods. There were polyheistic, they 0:21:14.640 --> 0:21:17.359 worshiped everything, not the true God, not the living God. 0:21:18.359 --> 0:21:20.040 So she's got to hide the word in his heart. 0:21:20.080 --> 0:21:21.760 That's who he can endure that environment when he gets 0:21:21.760 --> 0:21:24.840 handed over. Imagine the pain of jocobt as she holds 0:21:24.840 --> 0:21:26.919 her boy's hand and she's got tears welling up, but 0:21:27.000 --> 0:21:28.600 she can't let him be expressed. He's got to say, 0:21:28.600 --> 0:21:31.400 remember who you are, Moses, Remember who you are, Remember 0:21:31.440 --> 0:21:33.680 who you are. And she's gonna walk this child over 0:21:33.720 --> 0:21:37.160 to be handed over to the Egyptians. Remember Moses, Remember Moses, 0:21:37.200 --> 0:21:39.720 Remember Moses. And I have to believe the sound of 0:21:39.760 --> 0:21:42.960 Mom's voice is ringing in Moses's ears, because now he's 0:21:43.000 --> 0:21:45.320 got to be handed over to the Egyptians, and the 0:21:45.400 --> 0:21:50.280 first thing he hears over here is forget, forget all that. 0:21:50.400 --> 0:21:54.919 Don't let anybody know you're a Hebrew. Don't let anybody know. 0:21:55.320 --> 0:21:57.520 He is trying to be conformed into the image of 0:21:57.560 --> 0:22:01.120 an idol. In the Egyptian household, he would have had 0:22:01.520 --> 0:22:05.320 his clothes changed. Outside the palace, he would have been 0:22:05.320 --> 0:22:08.439 given a completely new haircut, and he was given the 0:22:08.560 --> 0:22:11.000 name Moses. Moses was not his first name. That was 0:22:11.040 --> 0:22:13.200 his second name. We don't even know his first name. 0:22:13.440 --> 0:22:16.480 That was not his Jewish name, that was his Egyptian name. 0:22:16.920 --> 0:22:18.760 And so by the time he gets to the palace, 0:22:18.840 --> 0:22:20.960 he's hearing from his new mom forget all that, don't 0:22:21.040 --> 0:22:23.159 let anybody know, don't let anybody know. But I have 0:22:23.240 --> 0:22:25.560 to believe. In his heart, he still hears mama's voice, 0:22:26.320 --> 0:22:30.520 Mama speaking over my mama said. My mama said, I'm 0:22:30.560 --> 0:22:33.920 a deliverer. My mama said, I am special. My mama said, 0:22:33.960 --> 0:22:39.040 my Goddess, God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. Because he's 0:22:39.040 --> 0:22:40.919 gonna have to sit in a religion class, because he 0:22:40.960 --> 0:22:43.159 was trained by all the smartest Egyptian minds, and they 0:22:43.200 --> 0:22:44.919 were the leaders in the world at that time. And 0:22:44.960 --> 0:22:46.639 he's got to send in their science classes and their 0:22:46.680 --> 0:22:49.359 religion classes when they hear about the god raw, the 0:22:49.359 --> 0:22:50.800 God of the sun, or the God of the moon, 0:22:50.880 --> 0:22:52.640 or the God of the alligators. They had all these 0:22:52.640 --> 0:22:54.720 gods they worship, And I have to believe he's sitting 0:22:54.760 --> 0:22:57.680 in these classes going, yeah, you get your rah my God. 0:22:59.000 --> 0:23:02.400 He's the god of ava, Isaac and Jacob, and he 0:23:02.400 --> 0:23:05.680 hears Mama's voice, just encouraging him, just encouraging him. Pastor 0:23:05.760 --> 0:23:09.120 Stephen preached it last week. Spiritual growth isn't always learning 0:23:09.119 --> 0:23:12.600 something new, it's remembering something old. I wish I could 0:23:12.600 --> 0:23:14.320 shake every single one and say, do you remember who 0:23:14.359 --> 0:23:16.159 you are? Do you remember who you are? Do you 0:23:16.200 --> 0:23:18.200 remember who you are? Do you remember who you are? 0:23:20.560 --> 0:23:23.320 So Moses gets raised in his household, and then the 0:23:23.359 --> 0:23:27.639 story continues. In Acts chapter seven it says this. In 0:23:27.680 --> 0:23:31.639 Acts seven twenty three, it says when Moses was forty 0:23:31.760 --> 0:23:35.440 years old, he decided to visit his own people, the Israelites. 0:23:36.520 --> 0:23:39.520 Interesting story. I believe that Moses knew who he was, 0:23:40.560 --> 0:23:43.439 He knew whose he was, and he knew his purpose. 0:23:44.480 --> 0:23:46.760 He weathered the storms for forty years of living in 0:23:46.760 --> 0:23:49.000 an Egyptian household, and the moment came. This is the 0:23:49.000 --> 0:23:51.040 moment God, this is what I was created for, this 0:23:51.080 --> 0:23:52.800 is what I'm called to do. I'm ready. I'm gonna 0:23:52.880 --> 0:23:54.639 jump onto the scene, and I'm gonna deliver my people. 0:23:54.720 --> 0:23:57.440 Here we go, God, Here we go God. And because 0:23:57.720 --> 0:23:59.800 verse the next verse that tells us a verse twenty four, 0:24:00.600 --> 0:24:04.000 he saw one of them being mistreated by an Egyptian, 0:24:04.640 --> 0:24:06.439 so he went to his defense and avenged him by 0:24:06.520 --> 0:24:12.480 killing the Egyptian Verse twenty five. Moses thought that his 0:24:12.560 --> 0:24:15.840 own people would realize God was using him to rescue them, 0:24:16.800 --> 0:24:22.560 but they did not. The whole story hinges on that 0:24:22.640 --> 0:24:28.520 verse right there, But they did not. I shuld Stephen 0:24:28.560 --> 0:24:30.640 Law preached last week. Then they gathered, there's a good 0:24:30.680 --> 0:24:34.240 day and there's a bad day. But they did not 0:24:34.359 --> 0:24:37.280 see Moses. He was prepared to stand against the Egyptian, 0:24:37.320 --> 0:24:39.520 but he wasn't ready to battle the disbelief of his 0:24:39.560 --> 0:24:46.760 own people. He was prepared for the enemy, he wasn't 0:24:46.760 --> 0:24:50.720 prepared for the friend. We teach our kids to fight 0:24:50.760 --> 0:24:54.119 the devil, but will we teach him to endure their friends? 0:24:56.000 --> 0:25:00.080 But they did not. There was someone who's supposed to 0:25:00.119 --> 0:25:03.600 look out for you but they did not. They said 0:25:03.600 --> 0:25:05.840 they would be with you for good or for bad, 0:25:06.160 --> 0:25:09.119 for better or for worse, but they did not. They 0:25:09.320 --> 0:25:10.960 said they were going to care for you, but they 0:25:11.000 --> 0:25:13.000 did not. They said they were going to protect you, 0:25:13.080 --> 0:25:15.639 but they did not. Who is they? Who were the 0:25:15.680 --> 0:25:17.439 ones that were supposed to be there for you that 0:25:17.520 --> 0:25:20.480 they did not? And it's not always the big day. 0:25:21.680 --> 0:25:25.520 Sometimes it's you thought it was funny, but they did not. 0:25:27.560 --> 0:25:30.480 You thought they'd be proud of you for going to 0:25:30.520 --> 0:25:37.959 that church, but they did not. And it was the 0:25:38.000 --> 0:25:41.080 rejection of the people he was called to rescue that 0:25:41.200 --> 0:25:44.480 caused him to pause in this moment. The very people 0:25:44.520 --> 0:25:47.520 he was sent to rescue rejected him. Sounds very much 0:25:47.560 --> 0:25:52.800 like Jesus, doesn't it. And the story continues. It says 0:25:53.240 --> 0:25:55.840 the next day, Moses came upon to Israelites who were fighting. 0:25:56.200 --> 0:25:59.280 He tried to reconcile them, but say, men, you are brothers, 0:25:59.520 --> 0:26:02.480 and I'm brother. Why do you want to hurt each other? 0:26:02.520 --> 0:26:05.040 But the man who was mistreating the other pushed Moses 0:26:05.040 --> 0:26:11.920 aside and said, who made you ruler and judge over us? 0:26:12.880 --> 0:26:15.919 And what you see in this pivot point, this is 0:26:15.920 --> 0:26:20.159 a lynch pin in the story of Moses. This is 0:26:20.200 --> 0:26:24.000 the shift in his life is up until this point, 0:26:24.040 --> 0:26:27.240 He's like, I'm created, I'm ready, here's my moment, this 0:26:27.280 --> 0:26:31.159 is going to happen. But they did not. And the 0:26:31.240 --> 0:26:33.520 voice of his mother saying you're creative for this and 0:26:33.560 --> 0:26:35.560 you can do this, it faded in this moment. He 0:26:35.600 --> 0:26:41.960 could not remember it. Their disbelief caused his doubt. Wow, 0:26:41.320 --> 0:26:49.399 whose disbelief has caused your doubt? But they were supposed 0:26:49.440 --> 0:26:52.080 to be there for you. I just don't think they'd 0:26:52.119 --> 0:26:54.280 be the smartest decision with your life. But they did not. 0:26:56.960 --> 0:27:03.840 Don't let they keep you from knowing who who? Here's 0:27:03.880 --> 0:27:06.720 the question? Who made you rule and judge over us? 0:27:07.560 --> 0:27:09.640 Moses could have appealed at two different levels. He's got 0:27:09.640 --> 0:27:12.080 two nature He's got an Egyptian nature and he's got 0:27:12.080 --> 0:27:15.160 a Jewish nature. He's a Hebrew and he's an Egyptian. 0:27:15.200 --> 0:27:17.640 He's got both of these natures. And he's so conflicted 0:27:17.680 --> 0:27:19.720 because I'm both of these things. I'm both of these things, 0:27:19.880 --> 0:27:21.439 and some of us are living in a world that 0:27:21.480 --> 0:27:23.840 you're so conflicted. I got one hand raised with a 0:27:23.880 --> 0:27:25.680 red solo cup on Saturday night, but I'm raised it 0:27:25.720 --> 0:27:27.760 in a Sunday in worship, and I'm conflicted. I don't 0:27:27.760 --> 0:27:29.919 feel like I belong in either place. I won't make 0:27:29.920 --> 0:27:32.199 it real practical because some of us are straddling the 0:27:32.240 --> 0:27:33.800 fence in different worlds and we don't feel like we 0:27:33.880 --> 0:27:36.960 belong in either. And when you give equal weight to 0:27:37.000 --> 0:27:41.440 competing voices, you'll always be conflicted. You'll always be conflicted. 0:27:42.040 --> 0:27:44.400 But I do believe in my spirit that Moses gave 0:27:44.440 --> 0:27:46.560 greater weight to the voice of his mom and saying, 0:27:46.600 --> 0:27:49.280 you're special your delivery, you're creative for this. And he 0:27:49.320 --> 0:27:52.879 could appeal to either of his natures because that an 0:27:52.880 --> 0:27:55.400 Egyptian nature. He could have said, who made me rule 0:27:55.440 --> 0:27:57.280 and judge over you? You You might have heard of him, 0:27:57.760 --> 0:28:02.240 here's my grandpa Ramsey's the second Pharaoh. Yo, I can 0:28:02.280 --> 0:28:04.719 do whatever I want. I'm the prince of Egypt. He 0:28:04.800 --> 0:28:06.919 had a very natural level that he could have appealed, 0:28:06.920 --> 0:28:08.760 and he would have won that argument. But he did. 0:28:08.800 --> 0:28:11.040 Why did he forfeit his memory in that moment because 0:28:11.080 --> 0:28:14.720 of their disbelief. Their disbelief cost his doubts, and the 0:28:14.840 --> 0:28:18.359 entire direction of his life is shifted because of the doubt. 0:28:19.160 --> 0:28:21.520 Who has solen in on you? Who has busted in 0:28:21.560 --> 0:28:25.880 on you and sold your faith because of their disbelief. 0:28:27.520 --> 0:28:29.600 But he could have appealed if you had have remembered 0:28:30.160 --> 0:28:36.080 his mama's voice, Who made you ruler and judge over us? Oh? Hey, 0:28:36.080 --> 0:28:41.280 mama said, Mama said, mama, Mama said, Mama, Mama, Mama said, mama. 0:28:41.480 --> 0:28:44.920 Mama said, I'm a deliverer. Mama said, I'm special. Mama said, 0:28:44.920 --> 0:28:47.440 I'm gonna lead to Egyptians or the the Israelites out 0:28:47.440 --> 0:28:50.080 of Egyptian slavery. My God is the god of Abraham, 0:28:50.320 --> 0:28:52.440 Isaac and Jacob, So I guess my God made me 0:28:52.520 --> 0:28:54.479 ruler and judge over you. He could have appealed at 0:28:54.480 --> 0:28:56.600 the natural level and at the supernatural level, but he 0:28:56.640 --> 0:29:01.480 forgot both. He forfeited in where in your life? When 0:29:01.520 --> 0:29:04.200 you tell the story, you go back to the backstory, 0:29:04.360 --> 0:29:07.320 and you can come to this pivot point, where did 0:29:07.400 --> 0:29:12.720 your life shift because of someone else's disbelief that caused 0:29:12.760 --> 0:29:22.680 your doubt? They to forget who The story verse twenty 0:29:22.680 --> 0:29:24.040 eight says, are you thinking of killing me as you 0:29:24.120 --> 0:29:28.840 killed the Egyptian yesterday? When Moses heard this, he didn't 0:29:28.840 --> 0:29:33.720 even answer. He just shut it down and he fled 0:29:33.760 --> 0:29:37.720 to Midian, where he settled as a foreigner, and he 0:29:37.800 --> 0:29:42.120 had two sons. He's so intimidated by the situation that 0:29:42.160 --> 0:29:45.040 he ran from it. You'll always be defeated by something 0:29:45.040 --> 0:29:49.480 you're intimidated by. Moses was intimidated by something he did 0:29:49.480 --> 0:29:53.160 not understand, and because he didn't understand it, he was 0:29:53.160 --> 0:29:56.400 intimidated by it. This doesn't make sense. God, I thought 0:29:56.440 --> 0:29:58.320 they were going to receive me, So rather than actually 0:29:58.400 --> 0:30:03.600 sitting in this lonely place, he hides. He was hidden 0:30:05.160 --> 0:30:08.760 for the first three months of his life in Exodus three. 0:30:08.840 --> 0:30:11.760 Read the story where he's hidden. He's hiding his face. 0:30:12.280 --> 0:30:14.440 That's at age eighty. This is at age forty right 0:30:14.440 --> 0:30:16.880 here this scene. So what does he do? He hides 0:30:16.960 --> 0:30:22.920 himself and where does he go? Midian Midian? Can anything 0:30:22.920 --> 0:30:27.000 good happen from Nazareth? It's like Midian Midian. The Egyptians 0:30:27.000 --> 0:30:29.720 would have referenced it as the abomination they would have 0:30:29.760 --> 0:30:32.760 called in the scripture, says those detestable shepherds of Midian. 0:30:33.880 --> 0:30:36.320 So Moses has got to go to the place that 0:30:36.480 --> 0:30:38.840 is detestable in the eyes of the family that he had. 0:30:39.560 --> 0:30:42.840 It's the only place he could go to survive and 0:30:42.880 --> 0:30:45.040 as Moses is heading towards a new place, and everything 0:30:45.080 --> 0:30:47.000 he had is washed away, and he's going to go 0:30:47.040 --> 0:30:48.240 to a place where he's got to learn a whole 0:30:48.280 --> 0:30:51.040 new language, a whole new culture, a whole new family, 0:30:51.200 --> 0:30:53.920 a whole new job. Everything's going to be new. It 0:30:54.000 --> 0:30:55.520 was the second time he would have went through this 0:30:55.560 --> 0:30:58.080 event in his life, because the first time he had 0:30:58.080 --> 0:31:00.320 to do wo and he went to Egypt. But as 0:31:00.360 --> 0:31:02.080 he was going to Egypt, he was heading to Egypt 0:31:02.080 --> 0:31:05.920 on with purpose. But now when he's heading towards Midian, 0:31:06.840 --> 0:31:10.440 he's only moving with pain. It's different this time, isn't 0:31:10.440 --> 0:31:14.959 it say? It's different? This time is different from Moses. 0:31:16.000 --> 0:31:19.200 It's different. So when we see his behavior of hiding 0:31:19.200 --> 0:31:20.720 his face in front of God, we got to rewind 0:31:20.720 --> 0:31:25.080 the scene to forty years earlier when he's like, God, 0:31:25.120 --> 0:31:28.560 I tried it your way. I thought I heard you 0:31:28.600 --> 0:31:32.920 in it. It didn't work. So now he's got to 0:31:32.960 --> 0:31:37.640 go live in Midian. He's going to get a new name. 0:31:37.640 --> 0:31:41.440 This would have been his third name. He's got to 0:31:41.440 --> 0:31:45.120 have a whole new family. All that's forgotten. And it 0:31:45.160 --> 0:31:47.760 says he lived as a foreigner in the land for 0:31:47.760 --> 0:31:55.600 forty years whatever's unfamiliar is always foreign. Man. Talk about 0:31:55.600 --> 0:31:59.520 the last eighteen months of our life in this unfamiliar territory. 0:32:00.200 --> 0:32:02.800 But here's the thing. For Moses, even it became more familiar, 0:32:02.840 --> 0:32:06.680 it was no less foreign because he always felt like 0:32:06.760 --> 0:32:10.320 he didn't belong there. In fact, he named his first 0:32:10.360 --> 0:32:17.680 son Grisham, which means wanderer, foreigner. And so you got Moses. 0:32:18.320 --> 0:32:21.560 He was that God. I thought, I thought, I heard 0:32:21.560 --> 0:32:25.840 you right, I heard Mama's voice, and I did what 0:32:25.880 --> 0:32:31.080 she said and didn't work out. Didn't work out God, 0:32:31.120 --> 0:32:35.440 because we talk about Moses being Egyptian and being Hebrew. Well, 0:32:35.480 --> 0:32:38.880 for the first seven years of his life he was Hebrew. 0:32:39.360 --> 0:32:42.280 Next thirty three years of his life, he was Egyptian. 0:32:42.640 --> 0:32:44.560 For the next forty he's meeting. We don't even talk 0:32:44.560 --> 0:32:46.920 about that part of his life. Isn't it funny how 0:32:46.920 --> 0:32:48.680 you skip over big parts of your life that shaped you, 0:32:48.720 --> 0:32:52.000 and you'd forgot it because you want to forget the 0:32:52.040 --> 0:32:54.560 foreign part of it, and you want to sit in 0:32:54.560 --> 0:32:56.800 a moment, how you doing a blessed and highly favored sister, 0:32:58.600 --> 0:33:01.880 But you're a foreigner and Moses. So when the scene 0:33:01.920 --> 0:33:05.120 in Exodus three gets picked up, it says, Moses went 0:33:05.160 --> 0:33:10.480 to the far side of the wilderness, the far as 0:33:10.520 --> 0:33:14.200 far away from God as you could be, And he 0:33:15.400 --> 0:33:18.480 paints a picture of Moses sitting in this place, and 0:33:18.520 --> 0:33:22.480 it's an image of contentment. There's two competing visions of 0:33:22.480 --> 0:33:25.480 contentment in the scriptures. One of them is from the 0:33:25.520 --> 0:33:28.680 apostle Paul when he pens the book to the Philippian Church. 0:33:29.480 --> 0:33:31.600 I know what it is to be in plenty, and 0:33:31.640 --> 0:33:33.920 I know what it is to be in want. I 0:33:33.960 --> 0:33:36.080 know itice have everything and nothing, he says, and have 0:33:36.240 --> 0:33:40.720 learned the secret of being content. And he says, this 0:33:41.800 --> 0:33:44.840 is all I'll ever be. And it's the highest potential 0:33:44.880 --> 0:33:47.800 possibility for contentment, because it doesn't matter where you put me, 0:33:47.960 --> 0:33:50.520 it doesn't matter what happens to me. I know who 0:33:50.640 --> 0:33:54.480 I am. I know and I know whose I am. 0:33:55.160 --> 0:33:58.720 This is all I'll ever be. The pendulum swing of 0:33:58.800 --> 0:34:03.320 contentment now goes way over here to Moses, and he's 0:34:03.360 --> 0:34:07.360 sitting in the desert, far away from the promises, and 0:34:07.440 --> 0:34:12.080 all he has is pain, and he says, this is 0:34:12.120 --> 0:34:17.719 all I'll ever be. A foreigner, a wanderer, this is 0:34:17.760 --> 0:34:21.480 my lot in life. And it's the lowest expression that 0:34:21.520 --> 0:34:25.719 you could have for your faith. I vacillate between these 0:34:25.960 --> 0:34:29.120 different levels of contentment. I like to be like Paul, 0:34:29.160 --> 0:34:34.160 but some days I'm a lot like Moses, and I 0:34:34.200 --> 0:34:36.840 get it. So when God comes to him and Exitdus three, 0:34:36.960 --> 0:34:39.520 I get it. I get it. I get it. And 0:34:39.560 --> 0:34:41.520 he hides his face. He didn't start hiding his face 0:34:41.520 --> 0:34:43.680 in that moment. He started hiding it forty years earlier. 0:34:43.840 --> 0:34:46.680 It's been in motion for forty years, and now you 0:34:46.719 --> 0:34:49.400 just see the expression of it. And so God comes 0:34:49.400 --> 0:34:52.040 to him in the middle of this bush and accent 0:34:52.160 --> 0:34:53.640 it picks up the story here, and I love the 0:34:53.640 --> 0:34:56.760 way that axe unfolds this acts thirty. It says after 0:34:56.880 --> 0:35:00.319 forty years had passed, and the Angel he heard to 0:35:00.320 --> 0:35:03.160 Moses in the flames of the burning bush in the 0:35:03.160 --> 0:35:06.760 desert of Mount Sina. When he saw this, he was amazed. 0:35:06.760 --> 0:35:08.440 At the side. He went over to get a closer look, 0:35:08.440 --> 0:35:10.439 and he heard the Lord say, I am the God 0:35:10.480 --> 0:35:14.560 of your father's, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, 0:35:15.400 --> 0:35:17.200 and the God of Jacob. Moses trembled with fear, and 0:35:17.239 --> 0:35:21.600 he dared not look. It brought Moses to the place 0:35:21.600 --> 0:35:24.560 where he's covering his face and I get it. I 0:35:24.560 --> 0:35:27.440 get why he did it in that moment. So I 0:35:27.520 --> 0:35:31.840 so resonate in that moment with Moses as he's because 0:35:31.920 --> 0:35:33.799 in the scripture it says that he called he called 0:35:33.840 --> 0:35:36.839 his name twice, God did Moses, Moses. It's a Hebrew 0:35:36.920 --> 0:35:40.080 term of intimacy, means that God is close, means he's 0:35:40.080 --> 0:35:43.200 whispering because he's he's close. But I also think there's 0:35:43.200 --> 0:35:45.040 a practical reason why he had to say his name 0:35:45.080 --> 0:35:52.160 twice Moses, and Moses like, who I heard that name 0:35:52.200 --> 0:35:57.600 a long time? Who's who's that? And he hears the 0:35:57.640 --> 0:36:03.399 second Moses, Oh, that God died a long time ago. 0:36:04.680 --> 0:36:08.520 I didn't even want to think about him. I just no, 0:36:08.640 --> 0:36:11.759 I can't even go there, Like, don't kick that door 0:36:11.800 --> 0:36:14.839 back up. And he thinks it's just his mama's voice 0:36:14.840 --> 0:36:18.640 in his head. But he pushed that down a long 0:36:18.719 --> 0:36:21.359 time ago. That voice died and that part of him 0:36:21.440 --> 0:36:24.480 was over. But he thinks it's just mama's voice. And 0:36:24.480 --> 0:36:29.319 then he realizes, like, this is mama's voice, This is 0:36:29.360 --> 0:36:31.759 actually the God that my mama spoke about talking to me, 0:36:34.200 --> 0:36:38.440 and he hides his face. I get it. He's given 0:36:38.520 --> 0:36:40.880 up on everything and now the God that he had 0:36:40.920 --> 0:36:43.840 heard about is coming to him, and he's like, I 0:36:43.920 --> 0:36:49.120 can'd no leave me alone, God. And his response to 0:36:49.160 --> 0:36:51.200 God in this moment is amazing, and I think it 0:36:51.239 --> 0:36:54.040 paints a picture for the struggle of the lonely place. 0:36:54.080 --> 0:36:57.040 And Exodus three eleven, it says, but Moses said to God, 0:36:57.360 --> 0:37:01.319 and he says, who am I? Who am I? God? 0:37:01.480 --> 0:37:03.600 I don't know who I am? Am I an Israelite? 0:37:04.280 --> 0:37:07.920 Am I an Egyptian? Am I a Midianite? Am I? 0:37:07.960 --> 0:37:10.360 A slave? Am I A prince? Am I a shepherd? 0:37:10.680 --> 0:37:13.240 Am I A failure? Am I a mistake? Who am I? God? 0:37:13.960 --> 0:37:19.919 I don't know who I am? Leave me alone? Want 0:37:19.960 --> 0:37:22.240 nothing to do with you. I tried to eat your way. 0:37:22.600 --> 0:37:25.120 I stepped out like my mama said, and it didn't work. 0:37:26.160 --> 0:37:32.560 Just leave me alone. And I love the tenderness of 0:37:32.600 --> 0:37:36.480 God in this moment. I love how God just gently 0:37:36.560 --> 0:37:38.920 pushes past of all the excuses that He's given in 0:37:38.960 --> 0:37:41.200 this moment. And I think this is what God is 0:37:41.200 --> 0:37:43.520 speaking over you today as well. I think this is 0:37:43.560 --> 0:37:45.000 what he's telling you because some of you know that 0:37:45.080 --> 0:37:49.399 hiding place you go to, and Moses is saying, God, 0:37:49.440 --> 0:37:51.000 I can't look at you because I can't even look 0:37:51.000 --> 0:37:57.879 at myself. And verse twelve, God said, and God said, 0:37:59.160 --> 0:38:06.760 I will be with you. Because I think God's telling Moses. Moses, 0:38:06.800 --> 0:38:09.440 up until this point, you've only heard about me from 0:38:09.440 --> 0:38:12.520 your mama. It's sen for you to see me for yourself. 0:38:14.640 --> 0:38:19.680 It's some for you to Moses, I'll be with you 0:38:21.080 --> 0:38:24.319 wherever you go. I'm in it with you. And I 0:38:24.320 --> 0:38:27.640 think God is telling him, let's face it together, I'm 0:38:27.680 --> 0:38:29.719 in this thing with you wherever you go. Because in 0:38:29.760 --> 0:38:32.200 the past, all you took with you into Egypt was 0:38:32.200 --> 0:38:34.799 a memory from your mama. Huh no, no, no, no, 0:38:34.840 --> 0:38:37.000 God is saying, I'm sending you back to Egypt this time, 0:38:37.120 --> 0:38:39.080 and it's not just a memory from your mammy. It's 0:38:39.120 --> 0:38:41.319 my presence that will go with you. I will be 0:38:41.440 --> 0:38:43.879 with you, Moses. I got you. I'm in this thing 0:38:43.920 --> 0:38:45.920 with you. You don't have to do this on your own. 0:38:46.600 --> 0:38:48.360 And I think some of us are coming to the 0:38:48.400 --> 0:38:50.560 point that maybe God is saying, quit living off of 0:38:50.600 --> 0:38:57.200 mama's faith. Quit living off of mama's faith. It's time 0:38:57.280 --> 0:38:59.520 for you to have your own faith. It's time for 0:38:59.520 --> 0:39:04.080 you to see God face to face. It's time for 0:39:04.120 --> 0:39:07.200 you to embrace God rather than just reject him because 0:39:07.200 --> 0:39:11.160 somebody else rejected you. And I love the tenderness of 0:39:11.200 --> 0:39:15.319 God in this moment, and Moses asked God, like, who 0:39:16.800 --> 0:39:19.520 am I supposed to say? Sent me? Like if I 0:39:19.560 --> 0:39:24.080 go to the Egyptians. In verse fourteen, God said to Moses, 0:39:24.120 --> 0:39:26.680 I am who I am. This is who you are 0:39:26.719 --> 0:39:28.560 to say to what you say to the Israelites. I 0:39:28.600 --> 0:39:32.880 am has sent you. And I think what God was 0:39:32.920 --> 0:39:35.080 speaking to Moses in this moment. He says, you will 0:39:35.120 --> 0:39:38.919 never know who you are if you don't know who 0:39:38.960 --> 0:39:45.760 I am. You've been searching for answers. You've been searching 0:39:45.760 --> 0:39:50.120 for answers in yourself. The real answers will only come 0:39:50.480 --> 0:39:55.120 outside of yourself. It will only come from that space. 0:39:56.400 --> 0:40:02.400 Who am I God? God's saying, I am, I am 0:40:02.440 --> 0:40:06.640 your God. And for forty years up until this point, 0:40:06.760 --> 0:40:09.960 Moses had lived as a foreigner. He had lived as 0:40:09.960 --> 0:40:14.320 a failure, lived as a fraud, a fake, all these things. 0:40:14.520 --> 0:40:16.200 And he's hiding his face because he can't even look 0:40:16.200 --> 0:40:20.480 at himself. And it begins this beautiful relationship that Moses 0:40:20.560 --> 0:40:23.879 gets to have with God. And in Exodus thirty three, 0:40:23.920 --> 0:40:28.160 Levis says the Lord would speak to Moses face to 0:40:28.360 --> 0:40:35.040 face as one speaks with a friend. In this moment, 0:40:35.080 --> 0:40:38.120 what I picture is is God gently grabbing Moses by 0:40:38.160 --> 0:40:41.520 the chin and lifting it up so that he could 0:40:41.560 --> 0:40:47.439 see God's face, and he spoke over him. Friend. You've 0:40:47.440 --> 0:40:50.719 lived as a foreigner, but I call you friend. You 0:40:50.760 --> 0:40:53.600 feel like a failure, but I call you friend. You 0:40:53.640 --> 0:40:56.000 feel like you are such a fraud, but I call 0:40:56.080 --> 0:40:58.960 you friend. God speaks over you. I call you friend, 0:40:59.080 --> 0:41:01.080 and I will go with you. I will be with you. 0:41:01.160 --> 0:41:04.040 I'll never leave you, I'll never forsake you. I will 0:41:04.040 --> 0:41:09.480 be with you as one speaks with a friend. And 0:41:09.600 --> 0:41:14.520 God is saying to Moses, let's face it together. He 0:41:14.560 --> 0:41:20.640 would see God face to face. And for me sitting 0:41:20.640 --> 0:41:26.279 in that lonely seat over there, this last year has 0:41:26.280 --> 0:41:29.880 stripped a lot away from us. And if I'm really honest, 0:41:29.920 --> 0:41:33.200 one of my biggest struggles in my life is always 0:41:33.920 --> 0:41:38.440 my worth coming from my work. My identity is so 0:41:38.560 --> 0:41:42.480 intertwined into what I do, so that as I lost 0:41:42.520 --> 0:41:49.120 parts of job, it wasn't that I lost parts of 0:41:49.160 --> 0:41:54.799 a job. I lost parts of me. And it made 0:41:54.840 --> 0:41:59.640 me wonder like who am I? And I sat in 0:41:59.680 --> 0:42:01.880 that seat, and I'm so glad Pastor preached on it 0:42:01.880 --> 0:42:05.840 because it was for me. In that lonely place. I 0:42:05.880 --> 0:42:07.480 had asked the question, God, who am I? Because I 0:42:07.480 --> 0:42:11.359 don't know who I am? And if you're in that seat, 0:42:11.440 --> 0:42:13.440 or you struggle with that seat, maybe you would take 0:42:13.440 --> 0:42:16.880 comfort from how God comforted me. He said, it's the 0:42:16.920 --> 0:42:21.040 right question, who am I? He said, it's just the 0:42:21.040 --> 0:42:25.120 wrong perspective, he said. God said He's spoke into my spirit. 0:42:25.120 --> 0:42:27.680 He said, LB, you keep asking me who you are? 0:42:28.840 --> 0:42:30.680 How about you flip it and you hear me ask 0:42:30.760 --> 0:42:37.160 you who am I? He's my beginning in my end. 0:42:38.600 --> 0:42:42.400 He's my bride and morning star. He's my wonderful counselor. 0:42:42.600 --> 0:42:45.439 He's my ever present help in trouble. He is my rock. 0:42:45.520 --> 0:42:49.239 He's my salvation. He's my mighty refuge. He is the gate. 0:42:50.120 --> 0:42:54.480 He is my Jesus. He is my Savior. But the 0:42:54.520 --> 0:43:00.440 only way I saw that was in the lonely place. 0:43:02.400 --> 0:43:05.680 And I said, and I thought about Moses, why did you? 0:43:07.080 --> 0:43:09.239 Why did you faint in the moment? Like I do. 0:43:10.800 --> 0:43:15.360 Pastor preached borrowed confidence. Once you put your confidence in 0:43:15.440 --> 0:43:19.880 determines when it leaves. I think Moses put his confidence 0:43:19.880 --> 0:43:23.040 in what his mama said. I think he put it 0:43:23.080 --> 0:43:26.239 in what the teachers taught him. I think he put 0:43:26.239 --> 0:43:28.360 it in the thought that they would receive him. And 0:43:28.400 --> 0:43:33.279 when that was taken away, he had no confidence. So 0:43:33.320 --> 0:43:36.799 if I put my confidence in what I do, when 0:43:36.840 --> 0:43:43.719 that leaves I come to an identity crisis, you and 0:43:43.760 --> 0:43:46.160 I can have confidence in the finished work of Jesus Christ. 0:43:49.160 --> 0:43:52.839 You and I can have confidence in the salvaffic work 0:43:52.880 --> 0:43:56.080 of Jesus that He's died a substitutionary death for your 0:43:56.160 --> 0:44:00.000 sin and for my sin. Because as Jesus went up 0:44:00.080 --> 0:44:01.879 onto the cross, they didn't nail him, but he put 0:44:01.920 --> 0:44:04.239 himself up there. They didn't take his life, he gave it. 0:44:04.760 --> 0:44:07.719 And as he's on the cross, all the sin that 0:44:07.719 --> 0:44:09.600 should have been laid on you and on me was 0:44:09.680 --> 0:44:12.959 laid on him. And there was a moment that the sin, 0:44:13.520 --> 0:44:16.320 the wrath, the penalty for all the sin, needed to 0:44:16.360 --> 0:44:19.120 be laid on him. And as he stretched on the cross, 0:44:19.200 --> 0:44:23.640 God had to turn his face away from his son 0:44:24.280 --> 0:44:27.239 for a moment, and the sky grows dark and the 0:44:27.360 --> 0:44:29.880 veil is torn in Jesus Christ out in a loud voice, 0:44:30.000 --> 0:44:33.480 my God, My God, why have you forsaken me? Because 0:44:33.480 --> 0:44:37.480 he didn't see his father's face, he didn't feel his presence. 0:44:38.080 --> 0:44:42.040 And for three days it was dark and the enemy 0:44:42.040 --> 0:44:47.680 thought they had won. But after three days God turns 0:44:47.800 --> 0:44:52.359 his face back towards his sun, and he said, let's 0:44:52.360 --> 0:44:55.880 face it. Here's the keys to hell and the grave 0:44:56.320 --> 0:44:58.719 rising victory, and he broke the end out of a 0:44:58.760 --> 0:45:04.200 borrow too when he rose in victory. You and I, 0:45:06.280 --> 0:45:08.920 You and I can have the assurance that God sees 0:45:09.000 --> 0:45:13.279 you face to face. Why because of the finished work 0:45:13.280 --> 0:45:16.640 of Jesus. Because when God looks at me, he doesn't 0:45:16.680 --> 0:45:24.279 see LB. He sees Jesus. And as Jesus ascended, he said, 0:45:24.320 --> 0:45:28.120 I will not leave you as an orphan, but I 0:45:28.160 --> 0:45:32.359 will send my spirit to live in you. And where 0:45:32.400 --> 0:45:35.719 you go, he will go with you. God promises to 0:45:35.800 --> 0:45:39.880 be with you, to never forsake you, to never leave you. 0:45:39.920 --> 0:45:44.360 And he's saying, let's face it together. Whatever's going on 0:45:44.400 --> 0:45:48.040 in your life, let's face it together, because I'm with you. 0:45:48.120 --> 0:45:49.800 If you go to the mountaintops, I'm there. If you 0:45:49.840 --> 0:45:51.400 go to the depths, I'm there. Where can you go 0:45:51.480 --> 0:45:55.120 to escape his love? He is with you. That's the 0:45:55.160 --> 0:45:57.280 assurance you have if you've placed your faith in Jesus. 0:45:58.040 --> 0:45:59.840 And if you haven't placed your faith in Jesus, this 0:45:59.880 --> 0:46:01.680 is the moment that God brought you to. This is 0:46:01.680 --> 0:46:03.080 the moment that will mark you for the rest of 0:46:03.120 --> 0:46:05.520 your life. If you have never placed your faith in Jesus, 0:46:05.600 --> 0:46:09.240 he is asking you to come in, and he says, 0:46:09.320 --> 0:46:12.680 I will be with you and all of our locations. 0:46:12.719 --> 0:46:16.240 Would you buy your heads and close your eyes. Someone 0:46:16.280 --> 0:46:18.279 feels the presence of God in their spirit right now, 0:46:18.920 --> 0:46:21.640 and you feel him calling you back to yourself as 0:46:21.640 --> 0:46:27.400 he ran after Moses, so he's running after you. Forty 0:46:27.440 --> 0:46:31.520 in the Bible means season. The first season of Moses' 0:46:31.840 --> 0:46:37.520 life was marked by man's rejection at age eighty. It 0:46:37.560 --> 0:46:41.560 was marked when he saw God's acceptance. Would you accept 0:46:41.640 --> 0:46:45.279 him today? Would you receive him today? And all of 0:46:45.280 --> 0:46:48.680 our locations, all of our online, our epam. I need 0:46:48.719 --> 0:46:52.120 you to pray with me out loud. Pray this with 0:46:52.160 --> 0:46:54.160 me for the benefit of somebody who's making this decision 0:46:54.160 --> 0:46:57.960 to place your faith in Jesus. I believe that Jesus 0:46:58.000 --> 0:47:02.680 Christ is the son of God who died on the 0:47:02.680 --> 0:47:06.719 cross and rose from the grave to forgive me of 0:47:06.760 --> 0:47:10.640 my sin. I give you my life, I give you 0:47:10.680 --> 0:47:15.160 my sin, I give you my shame. Forgive me, and 0:47:15.200 --> 0:47:19.279 I'll spend my life following you with your head still bouting, 0:47:19.320 --> 0:47:21.480 your eyes still close. If you displace your faith in Jesus, 0:47:21.760 --> 0:47:23.759 I'm going to count to three. When I get there, 0:47:23.760 --> 0:47:26.480 without hesitation, boldly shoot your hand into the air. This 0:47:26.520 --> 0:47:30.399 is your moment. This is the time where you see God. One, two, three, 0:47:30.440 --> 0:47:33.239 shoot your hand up. All of our locations. Come on, 0:47:33.520 --> 0:47:36.680 all of our locations. E Sam, If you just made 0:47:36.719 --> 0:47:39.719 that decision, let us know in the chat. Let us 0:47:39.760 --> 0:47:43.239 know in the chat. Come on, let's celebrate that elevation. 0:47:43.719 --> 0:47:48.360 Come on, no, let's celebrate that elevation. Thank you for 0:47:48.480 --> 0:47:51.000 joining us. Special thanks to those of you who give 0:47:51.120 --> 0:47:54.000 generously to this ministry. 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