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01. Be Thou Faithful Unto Death
Bishop Dag Heward-MillsAbout this sermon
Camp Title - Be Thou Faithful Unto Death. Machaneh Collection - 77. Preached in 2012, Switzerland (Neuchâtel). Bishop Dag Heward-Mills is a world-renowned evangelist, bestselling Christian author with over 100 books, and leader of the United Denominations, present in 100+ countries. Through his Healing Jesus Campaigns, thousands have been healed, and millions saved across Africa and beyond. As you follow this podcast, may you begin to know God in a way you have never before! Don’t forget to click the follow button and turn on notifications.
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Welcome to track number one of Be Thou Faithful unto Death. It's a great blessing to be with you and believe that we are going to have a great time. Wow, the devil is very sad. But it is his fault. He should not have rebelled against God. If he had not rebelled against God, all these problems would not have happened to him. He. Is preparing to go to hell and stay there forever. He wanted all of us to go with him, but we don't want to go and we are not going. And. We are going to take a lot of people with us to heaven. Hallelujah. Amen. Our topic is be faithful unto death. Amen. What do you think is a good idea? OK, for the first time we have in French and then also Russian. I'm. Trying to find something in my book, I've almost found it. Where is she? I found it. Do you know that I found it and it's new life in Jesus Christ of love and peace? I have joy and hope. It's so hard in Jesus, right? Yes, I found it. I found it too. Yes, I found it. It's new life in Jesus, right? I have love and feel joy and hope and it's all in Jesus. The. Try, there is love, there is peace in the Lord, gives me joy, gives me hope, 'cause I sort out to thes
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Welcome to track number one of Be Thou Faithful unto Death. It's a great blessing to be with you and believe that we are going to have a great time. Wow, the devil is very sad. But it is his fault. He should not have rebelled against God. If he had not rebelled against God, all these problems would not have happened to him. He. Is preparing to go to hell and stay there forever. He wanted all of us to go with him, but we don't want to go and we are not going. And. We are going to take a lot of people with us to heaven. Hallelujah. Amen. Our topic is be faithful unto death. Amen. What do you think is a good idea? OK, for the first time we have in French and then also Russian. I'm. Trying to find something in my book, I've almost found it. Where is she? I found it. Do you know that I found it and it's new life in Jesus Christ of love and peace? I have joy and hope. It's so hard in Jesus, right? Yes, I found it. I found it too. Yes, I found it. It's new life in Jesus, right? I have love and feel joy and hope and it's all in Jesus. The. Try, there is love, there is peace in the Lord, gives me joy, gives me hope, 'cause I sort out to these things in divers way. Jesus only sat by me. Oh. I pass it. Yes, I have. Revelations Chapter 2, Apocalypse, All my brothers from Ukraine speaking Russian, they're all welcome. You sure you don't want to do it at the same time? French, Russian, we do like that. Or you take too long? Because in Crusade I'm always doing two people. You are OK like this? Are you hearing sure is it being recorded what you are in translating? OK, next session try to see how to record it so that they can also have the messages. They. Can do it later is a long thing, a long time. Anyway, I will introduce everybody who is here at a point. I just want to introduce the topic now and then we continue Revelations chapter 2. Apocalypse. And we're going to read from verse 8. I say unto the Angel of the church, and smen I write these things, say the 1st and the last, which was dead and is alive. They can also agree. I know your works, your problems, all your difficulties. Fear none of those things which you shall suffer best. 10 The devil will cast some of you in the prison so that you are tried. You are going to have tribulation for 10 days. Be thou faithful and to death, Amen. And I will give thee a crown of life. What the Spirit says to the churches, Amen. Wow, so the Bible is telling us to be. Faithful Fidel. Faithful means to be the same. It means. Not changing. So many people change along the way. It's. Always a blessing to have a faithful. Person Fidel, who hasn't changed. Because there are going to be so many things in our lives that are going to make us want to change. Life is made-up of different seasons. That's the effect of Bocu de Ceson. I cannot believe that it was 20 years ago I came into. I was 20. I was 28 years old, yeah, 282929 years old, and I came here. To. Come and start a church. Is it not fantastic? And there are many, many, many, many things that happen over time that make us change, sometimes so much that that is why there would even be an exhortation from God to say be faithful and to death. This one, Fidel. In other words, to be the same until you die, because the death is not be faithful in trouble, but he's giving you the time at which your faithfulness ends, the time at the end of your faithfulness. But that's fidelity, Leslie mitzvah, or. True. Blame it to. Demand the reste Fidel Juice Caseco tusa rector. That the time when you you you can, you will you will not you, your faithfulness will must continue up till is, is not up till any time in your life, but up till your death, up till your, your you go into a coffin. It's a. It's an. Amazing commandment to be faithful and tell you are a dead body. Eza you you are to not change your attitude until you are. You are in a coffin. Don't leave your funeral. Don't pass, change it on attitude. Just a second to salons and circle. Don't de Finera at 1:00. But so many people change their attitudes at different stages of their lives. For so many. Different reasons that God is telling us how also what we must do, which is to be faithful right until we are dead. If you are not dead. If you are not dead, don't even attempt to change. If you are not dead yet, I don't. Expect to see any. Sign of change and. Some of us, we just have to have one. Baby. That's a one child, she. Had no form. And your attitude will change. A both attitude church. Some have to just have a little bit of prosperity. She used to dampen the prosperity. And there would be such a change. In your heart and tell some. When you meet somebody who is unable to be changed whilst he is alive, he has met a great person. Chaitan California Pablo de Chauncey con Tiledevo, who also can turn the ground. Amen. If you meet somebody who is not the devil, is not able to change him whilst he is alive, you have met a great person. And. The Bible says a faithful man who can find. In other words, it's not easy to get such. A person, all you have. To do is to just look through the church, through the different years that have gone by. And. You see that it's not easy to get somebody doesn't change. Are. You listening to? Me. So this message is going to be spanning over the next two or three days, but. It. Has a lot of meanings. And I want you to. Listen carefully, because the devil. Is not tired of chasing you with changes. After this, met anybody who comes from this camp. They could put the person to Vienna, Sukkon. And anybody who listens to this camp, they put. Two Monty. It could Sukon. Will be very difficult to change now if you are going to be a successful fighter. Civil Bule ET al. Combatanti Resin. One of the things you must do is to identify what the devil wants you to do. You know you have to say and know what the devil wants for you. Because. If there was ever an intelligent enemy. But you see India, Anemiki and television. It is. The devil is very intelligent. I think it's more intelligent than many. Christians, in fact. In your natural mind, I don't think you are as intelligent as the. Devil it. Is only when you follow the Holy Spirit that you become superior to the devil. I started having healing Jesus campaigns. The companion. I have understood things that I just obeyed. Without understanding I can tell. You Most of the mysteries of Christianity have been answered to me. Not most, but many. On the Crusade field by. God by me doing things which I don't understand what I'm doing. Because. He told me to do. Them is it like faith? You have to have faith to. Follow God. Today is Monday, Tuesday the next. Day is Wednesday, we all have work to do. On a Thursday travel affair. And you are sitting here, I think you don't have. I think you don't have work to do. As if you don't pay rent. It takes faith. He followed Afua. To do that, but with time you will discover who they could and God is wiser than you. Hallelujah. So for me, one of the most difficult things that the Lord has ever asked me. To do which. Was miracle healing. Say the miracle duguerism. Had become one of the most amazing things in my whole life, but it had not made a lot of sense. Everybody in the shows the prize do not do Marvi tell Abou me pabuco de sons. Hallelujah, in the same way. De la Memphasson. Many things. If the Lord doesn't tell you, the devil will always outwit you. See je de vu Paolo Pennsy. Now the devil is like a bank manager. Le Dabler Ilicom manager de Bancher. And you vu and you vu are like a client or the customer. Does that come, Akio? Who is coming for a mortgage? Given it of a unipotection. Now the bank started giving mortgages maybe 100 years ago or I don't know how many years ago the banks started giving maybe 60 years, 7000 years they've been giving. And through the years they have had so many problems. The bank has had so many problems with different customers. Some people don't pay. The paper. Some people take the bank to court. Some people after taking the mortgage the the bank loses money. So based on all this. They don't. Each bad experience they had. Totally move the experience. They change the contract a little to accommodate a bad person they experienced. Movies experience please command. So they have adjusted the Contra with small prints. On the keyboard, on the police. There were, there were contracts they gave to some. People they contacted accommodation. And they died. Just one year after some. Some died after almost paying everything. It's. Also, some more of your Prescott totality. Some never even paid. Don't have happened before, so. They have made so each clause you see in agreement is because of somebody they've seen before. They don't. Shut clothes on the Contra exist. So when you come, they don't. Come to get your mortgage they. Are so well prepared. For you and they have. Done everything in such a way that they can never lose. And the. Only person who can ever lose is you. They have done contracts where they would give. Maybe the mortgage would be 25%. It's often they Contra upu Tetra la rhombus de montr Duran san puso. More upus and they lost. It's not perdicomen. Then they made you pay twice as much. They made people. Pay twice as much, they borrowed and the bank still lost. The bank has lost before you work. At the bank before, right? What I'm saying, is it true? Is it true you work at the bank? Stand up. Is it true? Are you surprised that I know? Surprised. Tell me, what are you surprised about? Something that a lot of people know like. That is a hidden secret. Secret. What is the? Secret that is hidden it's. Like you said, Bishop, the bank never loses. Everything is structured so that. Everything. Is structured in a way so that only the customer or the client can lose and the bank, no matter what, is protected. So has it. Happened that in the past the bank lost. They've lost. Big time in the past. And. Like you said, after each time they've learnt more and so now they'll develop and say that OK, so perhaps this person won't pay us back, so we need to charge them extra or come up with new ways of making sure that they're completely as, as they say, hedged in every circumstance. They don't give all sorts of they. Are both of them work in the bank? They are. They are surprised that somebody knows. Thank you. Let's see. So they are given and you pay twice as much and you will still they still lose if we don't. Love the Jean, maybe the mondo, Ronbo says do fabulous. May la Bond continue appeared. That is why now at least, you pay three times the price. Minimum or minimum three times of the real cost. You could real. It's like a restaurant. It's a common restaurant. One day I was staying on a house on upstairs and downstairs was a restaurant. And that is? Where I learned how they give the price to every food you buy. Food you buy is times. Three, to make profits because. They know the waiter will steal some when he's going home. They know people will eat the food. The workers will have breakfast, lunch, supper there before they go home. So when the devil sees you, he is so experienced with so many other people. Ilas telmod experience, I've had two sticks not for a person just come at snow. Yeah, so many people have come to the Switzerland before. Who could the persons of a neo Swiss Avon before you came I voc a vous wedding. There have been so many black people that have been to. Europe before you came here. There are so many different nationalities that have come to Switzerland before you came. And he knows what he did to them. And what didn't work? Functioning. And what worked? Functioning. And as you've come, he just looked at you and. Said OK. Let's take him on. I know what. To do for this one. So many people have been pastors before I became a. Every time. A new person comes he. Has a plan for the person I know. Should I say recently? I was watching some videos. The. Video as I look at all the people who I admire in. The ministry. The Lord showed me look at what has happened to each and every single one of them. Look at what happened. To this pastor. Look at what has happened to this 1. What happened to this one? And the law said that is what he wants to do to. You exactly the same thing. So the best wisdom. La Meno suggests is to. Take up a particular posture against a particular thing. The thing you have to You have to identify a particular thing that everyone wants to do to you particularly. Say the Swazi, the Ponte La Particular enemy, and say the Faith. And say that that particular thing, of all the things you would do in the world, that is the particular thing that you would never do. You have to specifically take the thing just this particular. Let's say I even do every bad thing, but this particular thing, no matter what, I will do this particular thing. I will not do this thing. Is it shows the specific and pork to see your face. Doctor shows negative. Sela, Jennifer. And unless you do that. They are modern affairs. The circumstances which made the 300 people before you go into exactly the same bad place, it's there already. And he knows he's going to play like this. You play like this. The Bible says Balak was taught to cast a stone, a stumbling block in front of the children of Israel. So as they are running, then you throw a stone, then you go there it happened. The people who they felt they were better than you, they were running. Have you seen that scripture? You did run well. Doctor dito no montes Clermont que Seka balac ETA capa de ferce de pouvoir Metra and Pierre de pouquelae Jean Pierre E Mein Pierre E Ki piste tombe pouquinnie arifa E Luisa tomba Fella Men shows the concupas Y piste to cast jete. Like this? The devil is sitting at the same corner. And it's the Cash 1. Is coming a new one. He throws it in front. The other pasta before you came and met. It. Another one came 10/9. He was able to do 74. Then another one is coming. A lot for the Bakusi. But the one who is coming, his vision was stronger than. Yours. It's a rich idea. It's a. Stronger. Prefer Iriga? It's coming, Three are coming, 8, 761 and everybody goes down. A2 Le swaton. In exactly the same way. As the LA Memphason, Same same Memphason. Same. Memphason. Everybody. That is why my book on. Royalty. It's so popular. It's more popular. Because it's the same stone from the same devil. Do you remem? Diabla at the same position. Do la men postira? Every pasta. Puschak pasta everychech shak igliza. Same. La menchos, same la menchos. Whether it's Brazilian? Pistas, Juan. Brazilian, Venezuela, Venezuela, Zimbabwean, Zimbabwean and all South Africa. And South Africa everywhere. Same. Ma'am shoes. Leave it. Leave. It don't worry, don't be worried. That is the one people see when I pretty feel I know something about their church. As a percentage comes to the price before the shop quarters to connect the shows to that agrees. When I preached. In first, I first said. Come and tell us what? Happened I was. Preaching. You come with your interpretation. What do you say? You say in Russian as well. That's all. When Bishop came to our church the first time, that was about 3-4 years ago. Yeah. And there he preach on loyalty and disloyalty. He when he was preaching, he went through the of. Loyalty of disloyalty. He. Was giving you some examples. He mentioned a particular example that we all remember. He said that. In Russian first. I want to chili prakaditya study viennos in viennos on Premieri just. He said that the person who will be playing the. Guitar on the platform you. Become unfaithful and take some people from the church and leave. Yeah, they remember it now, even before the example, all the stages where it's something that we just went through because we've had some people leave the church and the person who led that particular orangularization. None. It was. 1. Was playing the guitar, so later they were saying that. I've told Bishop, I've told all that happened. That's why he's special about them. So we didn't even have time because he came right from the airport and came to church and. Preached so. We didn't even have time. Thank you. Wow, let's see. You know, I think you should just come. That's a Fred. I think you should just come and interpret, just take your mic. And then, yeah. So we just get on with it. Amen. Hallelujah. Are you still around? So now everybody should know what is it that the devil does to people? And you have to look at what the devil does. To somebody just like you. Because when you are not in the situation, you can see. When you are outside, you can see that this guy is. So when nothing has happened to you, when nothing has happened. To you yet that's. That's when you have to make your. Mind. I can fall in another. Way. But. This particular way it's what I will never do. That is what. You have to make your mind if you are an assistant. To. A Pastor A. Commonly, assistants and people who are not the leader, main leader, many become disloyal. So that is the one particular thing that you have to say. I can fall after I become a prostitute. But this particular, as I have seen, I wouldn't do this particular thing. I have seen it already. This is. What you. Have to decide. When? I look at people who are ministering the gospel at the level that I am experiencing. I can see clearly this is what has happened to this person, this is what has happened to this person, This is what has happened to this person and there is a reason why it happens. Everybody I admire, most of the people are Now when I put on my video and I watch 1 by 1 and I see the trouble that has happened to each one, I can see exactly. I don't have to. I don't have to know how. The how is not what is important. I can see this is what is needed for you. Same thing if you look in your circumstance, look at the people that are just like you and you will see right in front of you. Last time I was here for Mighty Foundations. 90 Foundations Camp. There were people sitting here just. Like how you are sitting here they. Were sitting here. And today A. Civilian. They have nothing to do with. Me. If there was anybody that I can be sure that this person is deceived and this person is wounded by the devil, I can see so clearly a suicide. And. It's not something. That you have to even what it must make you do is see that somebody who was even stronger than me look at what has happened to the best. So it means that the same thing is coming for me. So I'm also going to do anything I have to do so that that particular not not as I was a prostitution or that specialized problem is that particular problem I will not have That's all No be like that let you cut off my head. I will never do that that particular. Thing even at another pioneer strogistic schemata, I'm not sure she was that. If you don't have a specified immunity when the thing comes to you, it will happen. See, you are not better. If I start to. Say some things that you. Will be afraid and because of fear I don't want to say some things. You will. Be afraid for me, you will be afraid for me. You will be afraid. For yourself. And if. You don't take care. You will not be strong. That is. A reality in Ukraine? Ukraine. Is not the only black man who has had a church, a big church in Ukraine. Only this in Africa, Ukraine. Because he has thousands of members. There are others who are today in prison. If I say something, you will be afraid. So you just have to make now what? Now one of the things, the main thing the devil has to make you leave. Let's. Go through the list of. Pastors Jimmy came. To the airport to meet me and we reminded ourselves that it was 20 years ago I came to the same airport and I came to the same town and I met him. He was there at. The 1st. And the first day and. I said to him, who can learn how to play drums? I. Was 20 8 years old? Say it in the microphone. No. How old? You are old today. Today you are how old. That shows you what he can do if he is to do something. Fantastic. So my friends. Don't miss. Me. If you are married, look carefully other people who are just like you how they have. Become unhappy discontent. And if you are a young lady? Or young man, you must. Look at something this particular behavior. Even. If I behave like a wizard, this particular one that I can see. This particular one I will not become like that. So it. Is because we are not specifically saying certain things that I will not become this particular thing. That is why those things are happening to us. They are happening to us and the devil is when sometimes he throws the thing and you don't fall. It didn't. Work. Something that happens when people are 38. Years old. So it didn't work in your face? Yeah, when you joined the church. It didn't. Work. When you got married, but there is something that happens to people when they are in their mid life. For when you are a little. Fatter, a little less beautiful A. More beastly. At you. Sorry. So, my friends, listen carefully. The devil is much more experienced. If you don't. Fortify yourself in a certain way. Since I became. A. Christian God has been giving me things specific. I shouldn't do them, not I don't. Understand it, but only. That this particular thing. I. Shouldn't do. It I have not fully. Understood. It. One of them is dead. Tax montages. Credit. Loans the credit. Credit just has shown me specifically people who have had a. Lot of money and became. Nothing. So even though since the church. Because I have been under pressure to go for loans, credits, mortgages, what have you throughout this 20 years plus this particular thing, I will not do it. And it has been one. Of the greatest blessings for. Me. Yeah. It's just up me, so I want to say to you that. This loyalty. Becoming. An. Orangu. Look better, better, better. People than you nicer. People than you, sweeter people than you have become. Devils has. Anybody here given an offering of 20 1000? U.S. dollars before. Maybe there is one or? 2 Here I have people who have given offerings. They. Love the church so much. They were so committed to this church that I asked for an offering to help the church and they went into their account and took 20,000 United States dollars in one goal like this and and today are enemies of the same church and of me. I. One day I was reading about a man called Jimmy Swaggart. By Jimmy Swaggart. A. Very great evangelist, one of the greatest ever. Evangelist. As I read about him and his vision, God showed me that his vision was. Better than mine? Show me. That his. Heart, His heart was better than mine, His love for God. It. Is when I think of Him that I always remember that phrase, that there are people who have had a better love and a greater vision and a deeper heart for God. If you read. That is why you must respect the teachings that you are getting. You must tell yourself that this thing is being given to someone who is not even as good as a better person. Fights in another most of you don't. Want to be in full? Time. Ministry. People who have loved God so much, even more than you and that they said I would come into full time ministry were sitting here in this same camp a few years ago and they loved God. It seems more than it seems you loved. You loved your job more than they, I don't know, you loved your job more than they loved their job. So they left their job. You know if you have that love and the devil has been able to throw something in front of them. So would you not start praying for yourself and be specific? Ludi katori. Yes, Katori. But. I came to tell you, don't. Bother. To. And say devil, you may have 73 ways to make somebody 4. Moshe Otibi said Triputi should be departed. But this particular way. To make me separate from my father. When I'm very angry and I even change my name, I would I would never this. Particular I will never do. It. To become. A. Prostitute. When I went to Guinea, I came last. Yesterday at. This time I was preaching at a Conakry A. Pastor that told me, he said, look, he's 60 years old and a Canadian. He has been in Guinea for 20 years as. A missionary, he said. To me, one of my pastors, one of my pastors who I took to Bible school, I trained in Bible. School. I paid his transportation to come to Ghana for ISI. Somebody I employed and I gave a job. To. He organized powerful people in Guinea to arrest him, the Canadian. And put him in prison. And the accusation was that he has defamed his character because something was lost in the church and he said this thing is missing. So he said it's defamation. And he used the powers that he knew to put him in prison, in prison for. One day and Muslims were even. Praying for this pastor. It's the. Same thing. In an impossible way. The same thing again and. Again, that is. What I'm saying to you? You should tell the devil. Suggest a new parting. Suggest. Something. Else. Because this particular thing. I am going and developing Porcupine. Spines. Pastor, I think it's Pastor Prince, he told me. Pastor Prince Porcupines. A porcupine in his house, I think it was Dead dead 1 and he told him do you see this small animal what's the animal is smaller than all the. Animals the. Lion cannot. Eat it. May you be a porcupine, that the lion. Devil cannot. Eat. He may. Be the smallest pastor in the. Church. This pasta look at a Canadian. At the age of. 60 an honorable man, he. Organized him into a prison because you have relatives and powerful. People in the government. On absolutely trumped up useless charges. But it's. Happening all the. Time this. Particular. 1. Even our be a Lucifer. Try a new idea. Tempt me. To go swimming. In the ocean. It is about leaving the church. It. Is about attacking my own father, separating myself, which separate themselves having. Not the spirits. I have a good relationship with. Bishop. Duncan Williams. Because that is my mind. God told. Me. To honor him. And. No matter what. This is my only relationship. When he got divorced, most pastors or many? People separated from him. And. The devil suggested to me too. You are. You are endorsing divorce. I said to the devil, if it is about becoming an enemy of this man, forget about it. I'm a porcupine pastor. Pastor Yojik. When you are a child and your father is having. A problem it is. Not your duty to tell your father. You are a bad father. You cannot get up and tell your mother is that. How to be a wife is that how to be a wife? You cannot bring your mother a model marriage book and say look at how you are supposed to behave. Bad wife. You are out. Of. Order my friends. If your father divorces, goes to. Have three children with seven. Ladies. As long as you are the child of that person. You are not. A person to correct that person when you rise to correct. Upwards. So be careful. And. Let the devil know that separation, divorce, divorce, disconnection. So. The connecting is. Out of the question, other things are possible, but that is not possible. I have known Bishop Duncan William for more than 30 years. I have seen him. Going to prison before. I went to church one day. He was arrested. They cut off all his hair and he wore a hat to come. And preach I've seen. Him be in newspapers every day, on the front page every day. But my. Policy is the same. You. Must be. Very careful. When you are dealing with. Somebody 's wife, then after that he killed the husband of the wife. Do you know anybody like? That if. God wants to kill Fred. God wants to kill me. It's. So easy. Will be gone in a flash. You wake up in the. Morning, you. Get a phone call, you get a text. When you get involved in things that are not your at your level, you just complicate your life and bring cases. So let us. At this time, tell the devil that look, you need to think of something new. New. It. Is about leaving the church. You should be. Able to say even if the pastor sleeps with my wife, I will. Still not. Leave the church. A. Porcupine. You are. Surprised. You see, you must recognize the devil's intentions specifically for you. For somebody like me who is a founder. The. Head of a church for. Someone. Like who is an assistant to me? Promotion. Have to think of anything. New. For somebody who is in a branch as a pastor on branches or whatever, there are clear things there. After you. Fall somebody who is. A shepherd or somebody who is a pastor working in Europe, Europe or Switzerland, you shouldn T dream much. You don't have many things to think about. There are some few things. You don't have. To think too far and when in your mind you know, OK, I'm coming to Switzerland, I'm coming to Germany, I'm coming to whatever. But what all German pastors do, what all Swiss pastors or what all whatever do that particular, I may become a homosexual, I may become a sexy dancer and they become so many pasties, particular things. I will not do this particular thing. Yes, it is. Germany Group. How do you say sexy dancer? Because you have developed your porcupine spines for that. Particular thing you go. Amen. Are you listening? To me. This is one of the only ways you can be faithful and to death. It's a adin is a dissing. Input. It's the only. Way. The. Thing that was separate us would be death. How many can agree that God is helping you to be? Faithful and. Wow, think about. It. I will have my own brother-in-law. My sustaining one of. My brothers in law turn against me. Everybody came to the. Brother-in-law. Somebody who? Married. My own. Sister. 9 How many years later did he come back nine years later? Love Computer? You come back, you come back. On the nurse and. You say it. Is. I made such a terrible mistake. I've wasted my nine years. Yeah, but try to give it less for you, she told. You me enough the name. Through the same things that happened to everybody on nine years of doing nothing. On uparaches my brother. He married. I gave my sister. I gave my sister in the wedding. I said as the father I gave he lived in my house, for he lived in my house. From the day that he came to Ghana, he stayed. With me that so permanently. Somebody I didn't know. I didn't know him. Because he was Canadian. I never seen him before and. I put him in my room. Fed him, look after him. Just. Like many of us here. It's too. Good. To be true. Not a. Good. Idea. He ran well in. London. Then he went to Vienna, started a church. In Vienna, which? Is there? When he was in Vienna, they took. Cancer. It works every. Time it works. Every time you know there. Is something that hurts. All of us. There is something that hurts. All of us, and once. The devil can find what? Can. Hurt. You, unless you you become a porcupine at this camp. In addition. Now throw away all the books that Bishop. Then I became. Your brother. I was now your brother. I used to. Be. Used. To. Be my father. If you think you are better. There. Are people that have been with they were better than some of you. When I came to Ukraine, there was a. Brother who drove. Me. Where is that guy? If you don't take to yourself a decision of a porcupine telling you something better, closer relatives and other higher. Reasons. We will be down shouting your brother, your brother and I have another. Brother-in-law behaving exactly in the same delusion way now if you don't. Decide to become a porcupine.